April 1, 2009

quizzes

To get my mind off things I decided to do a bunch of quizzes on blogthings.Here's all of wht i got



You Are Affectionate



Your life is full of love and friendship - and you always have more to give.

You have an open heart. You are willing to take that leap and put your faith in people.



You see the good in everyone and everything. You are a very sympathetic person.

The people you love make you very happy. You feel warmly toward those around you.







You Would Win Best Director



You are a mastermind with a great plan. You can visualize what you want in life.

You are good at leading people and helping them do what you want. You are an excellent coach and teacher.

You are a hard worker, and you're willing to see a project to completion - no matter how difficult it gets.

You have the both capacity and drive to be an amazing director. Most importantly, you have the vision that's needed.





Your Valentine's Day Personality is Heartbroken



Valentine's Day is something you could potentially enjoy, but not this year.

It just brings up too many bad feelings and memories for you right now.

That's the problem with Valentine's Day. It's a double edged sword.

The better it feels when you're in a couple, the worse it feels when you're single.





You Attract a Capricorn



When down to earth, responsible, loyal Capricorn meet you, they've met their match.

You are as ethical as Capricorn, and they respect your values

You are also able to be a loyal and caring partner to your Capricorn, even when times are tough.

You are there to cheer up or motivate your Capricorn - which never goes unappreciated.


-cough-anycapriconhere-cough-


You Would Be a Good Spouse 85% of the Time



You have what it takes to be an amazing wife or husband.

You are caring, patient, giving, and romantic. You are willing to work for a marriage.

More than anything, you're not about to let your ego ruin a relationship.

You are humble and unselfish. And that's the key to being a good spouse.





You Are 45% Kissable



Believe it or not, you are generally not very kissable.

Someone who loves you may be able to kiss you anyway, but it could be more enjoyable.

Make sure you have the freshest breath and whitest teeth possible.

And relax a little! If you seem confident and healthy, you will get kissed a lot more.


so I'm a smoker,I'll just find someone who smokes too..buwahahaha X]



Your Height Says You're Daring



You are a true adventurer, and you live for the thrill.

You have a lot of charisma, and you're good at convincing people to join you in your schemes.

You are open to the world, and you make connections easily. You have lots of friends.

You are likely to have many life paths to choose from. There are many possibilities open to you.


You are about as tall as the average British man.




You Are Demure Sexy



You are sexy because you are reserved. You keep most of your passion hidden.

In truth, you are a very sensual and sexual person. But you mostly keep this to yourself.



You are secretly very interested in sex and very open minded. You definitely have a wild side most people don't know about.

You are comfortable with every aspect of your sexuality... but you don't flaunt it.



When you're finally alone with someone you trust, it's like flipping a switch.

You're sexually savvy, exciting, adventurous, and carefree. No one would ever guess it!


did not know that..I swear



You Are Kidnapping



You love to be in control. You are incredibly dominant.

A part of you even likes to make people suffer. It's all about power!



You love to take risks, especially if the potential payoff is huge.

But you wouldn't be in crime only for the money. You're twisted enough to just enjoy screwing with people.


oooo~rope~



You Are an Eyebrow Piercing



You are unique, quirky, and more than a little eccentric.

You cultivate the weirder sides of your personality, and you don't mind sharing them.



Ever since you were a kid, you've had strong opinions. You've never been like everyone else, and you're okay with that.

And you've always been able to tell people exactly what you think - even when they don't want to hear it.



You love to create, dream, imagine, and communicate. You live in your own universe.

And unlike most people who live in their own little world, you're happy to invite anyone in!


I always thought i was a eye raiser..geddit?

anyways thats all I have fer ya
Take Care aites?
see ya soon

i'm suppose

I'm suppose to blog my trip to kl but I'm too butt lazy soo yeah.DENIED~
anyways tdy i went out to bugis with Fadhly and Alvin.Gosh I missed the two fellows.
I had to deliver my mom's cheque 1st at OUB bank.seems like every time i go out i havta go to the bank area =___=.
Anyways,We were suppose to meet at 12 but I kinda got excited and left the house around 11..so i practically had half an hour left.What to do,What to do?
ROAM THE FUCKING MALL!!
yeah.its been awhile since i just well roamed the mall just for that sake of it.I'm the get in get out,get no trouble kind of dude.But today wasnt my typical day today i suppose.
Apparently if I dont look scary I'm very nice..so i got approached by alot of stall vendors..nuff said.
Met Fadhly and there we go to Bugis.talks bout her and stuff and before we knew it we were at the center of bugis mall o____o
Alvin popped up behind us when we were heading to the mrt to pick him up.No idea how he did it but he did.Anyway Alvin was kind enough to let me have a puff.-usually he'd be go away or something like that-
a la and a dah we were walking around Bugis Street.Alvin and I manage to find Fadhly some straight cuts!whoohoo!he look awesome in it.All he needs now is a set of confidence!-who the hell am I to say that..sheesh-
Anyways we went our way to Soul Garden for some meat!been a long time since I went there.terribly fun!Met Zul and his gal too.Akward but decided to play the goof like everyone thought I'd be.

After Soul Garden we went to the Arcade.Alvin rocks in this kind of stuff.I'm going it old school buwahaha-inside joke-

after that we all headed our seperate ways..

-p.s sry for the sudden change..something cropped up,havta go
tc everyone

February 26, 2009

spoof





so hey,I'm back and feeling way better.Not sure thats a good thing though.Its probably because I've been away from you for so long.Its like a cold turkey treatment thats gone like its suppose to.But I dont want to let you go.I want to show the greater side of life.It aint that great and I've got not a dime to my name.But I'll give you all I have to make you better.

Anways here's the music suggestion of the week/month.Soulja boy finnally made a good song.Seriously.Its kiss me through the phone featuring Sammy



(Soulja Boy Tell Em)
[[Chorus: Sammie]]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
I'll see you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home

[[Verse: Soulja Boy]]
Baby, I know that you like me
You my future wifey SouljaBoyTellEm
yeah you could be my bonnie I could be your clyde
You could be my wife Text me, call me
, I need you in my life yeah
All that, everyday I need ya
And everytime I see ya my feelings get deeper I miss ya,
I miss ya I really wanna kiss you but I can't

[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two (678) 999-8212

[[Chorus: Sammie]]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home

[[Verse: Soulja Boy]]
Baby, I been thinking lately
So much about you
Everything about you, I like it, I love it
Kissing you in public
Thinking nothing of it Roses by the dozen
Talking on the phone
Baby you so sexy your voice is so lovely
I love your complexion I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya I really wanna kiss you but I can't

[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two (678) 999-8212
[[Chorus: Sammie]]
Baby you know that I miss you I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home
[[Bridge: Soulja Boy]]
She call my phone like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
We on the phone like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
We taking pics like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
She dial my number like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two (678) 999-8212

[[Chorus: Sammie]]
Baby you know that I miss you I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone) See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you when I get home

another is boyonce-halo
self explained :)


thats all folks

February 19, 2009

who am I kidding

who am i kidding.I'm nt that great of a guy.I cant even keep myself straight these days.Why am I always head over heels for the girl whose nice to me?Because they actually talk to me?God knows.i try so hard to impress you.Trying to make you smile.Trying to be the white knight when deep down I'm just a nobody.I dont know anything bout you.I try to get ur attention but what you gave me was always what I didnt expect.They knock me back of my feet.I try not to be all goofy around you but you notice them anyway.I know your keeping your distance from me even though your saying your not.For some reason you know that I'm upset even though I try my bestest to smile and goof off.I feel everything's gonna be ok whenever i'm without and the second I'm not around you,I feel so lethargic.You've become my own brand of heroin.All I want to do is hug you and never let go.But I cant.I know we're just too different.How I wish I could be there for every moment of your sadness.Be the reason that you smile.But I'm not.I should forget bout you.Everything about you.Those eyes,that "no worries look" or the "blur"look.those lips.Everything about you.But I cant sleep till your next to me..I fraid I cant let you go too soon I suppose..but who am I kidding

nites everyone

February 15, 2009

blabla

hey all!to escape the question what i did for valentine which was actually is the celebration of some dead couple and what i've been doing and also nt to answer how the hell i gt my ankle burned/scald imma make up a quiz and let you guys do it.Smart eh?

1.If you could be anywhere right now,where would you be?
probably out of bed,away from bro and his guitar and go out with meh friends

2.Whacha doin?
Editing my blog playlist so you guys can listen what good music is actually is?

3.If you could be anyone right now,who would it be?
Bruce.Wayne.nuff said

4.What instrument(s) that you wished you could play?
Guitar and piano so I could sweep anyone off their feet.heck yeah

5.Whats the song your currently listenting to?
right now?My Chemical Romance - dead.Why?

6.Do you love sticks?
WTF?HECK YEAH!!all kinds!long ones,short ones,chop stick,mesuring stick,sharp stick..

7.Do you google yourself?
I aint narcassist.I just youtube myself thats all.

8.Whats on your feet now?
a skin bubble.Dont ask.dont need to know.

9.Who ya chatting with right now?
No one actually.Which is pretty sad....

10.Ninjas or Pirates
I prefer the two.I call them Pirja or ninja pirates.Either way they sound cool.

11.Do you own a facebook?
why do you wanna add?

12.Do you think that the birds and cockroaches are in conspirancy together?
yeah.dont trust em roaches..I swear they tried to take over my room

13.Whacha think of Twilight?
I watched it twice.gosh there was no manly word in that sentence.

14.What did you do during valentines?you now you wanna tell?
I was crying in pain while hot tea was all over my right ankle and now that i look at it the skin bubble looks like hearts.Irony.

15.Did you get a present for you loved one?
got,had,still have,question out of bound sry

16.who do you wanna send this to?
lets see.Those who read this,nana,fadhly,elle,nisha.I know you guys lurk this blog!admit it!

February 5, 2009

early valentine

early valentine

Roses are Red
voilets are Blue
A part of me yearns for you
A part of me walks away from you

I can be many things
I know how to impress
I know how to hurt

I love you more then anything
I wanted you more
I dont you to go

I dont want you
I want to let you go

You made me mad
You made me stumble like a fool

I know 51 lines to impress a girl
I never use it on you

To see you smile
Makes me head over heels

To see you smile
Gives me the worst nightmares I've ever heard

Roses are Red
Voilets are Blue

We both love you

January 26, 2009

it should be

tdy is the eve of my bdae.I should be happy that I'm turning 17.but no.I'm nt coz of the recent events.Dont worry I'll just start with the good part

Saturday,Abang Aim invited me to play tennis with him and his friend.since i never played tennis and it has been a long time since i hang out with him so i accepted his offer.He picked me up at 11 and I made a new friend.His name is Muhammad and his from france.Woah.Very religeous fellow i tell you.While in the car he told me bunch of stuff from his trips around the world,his home in france the traffic and cars in Germany.They have phones in their freaking cars and they have no speed limit.how awesome is that?!Went to changi something club and played tennis.Since it was freaking hot I took off my polo T leaving a singlet on.At the end of the game when we took a deep at the pool ,which was awesome coz no one was there,I had a tan D: and with the singlet thingy marking oh noes.Went back after that coz i was super uber tired D:

Worked yesterday and then today.I missed the eclipse coz of work.I havta work tmr.I feel freaking tired.

your not making it better for me.
I tried to be there for you.
I tried to make u smile at every chance.
You didnt see my love and effort.
You hurt me even if you didnt know it
I know its nt my provocative to tell you what to do.
but you've been like my best friend all this while.
People dont see what I see in you.
I'm giving up on both of you.
I dont have the will to carry one
love can only push me so far for you
I knew i could take what wasnt mine
your heart belonged to someone else along time ago.
Be it that I'm the rebound guy
I was there for you
You still didnt see it.

I'm giving up on you

respected colour code.go figure what means what

nites everyone

January 23, 2009

I'm sorry

I'm soo sorry guys.I tried to vlog but it just didnt upload..waited for 2 hours still no uploaded video.so yeah.Anyways heres an update with life.The neighbours's downstairs had a lil baby and gosh the lil baby looked soo cute.Last monday, kak mariam had gave birth too a heathly lil baby.Gosh she was adorable =).anyways,recently keep hanging out fadhly,joelle and farah when I'm nt working.Its fun hanging out with them,I get to talk alot then I normally do which i dont as u can see in my posts....yeah.*cough*.The sad thing is none of them knows how to play pool D:

anyways heres the song of the week
James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings


Let me hold youFor the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you

It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up

I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything

That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save

It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough

To make it all okay
You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything

That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurtsAnd lies worse
I can’t like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before
But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurtsAnd lies worse
I can’t like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last change to feel again

January 6, 2009

nt in the mood

I'm nt in the mood for any blardy yappin so I'm leaving you all with another video for the weekend
enjoy...


January 5, 2009

Peterpan - Ku Katakan Dengan Indah

Music Video of the week
Peterpan - Ku Katakan Dengan Indah




Ku Katakan Dengan Indah

Ku katakan indah dengan terbuka hatiku hampa
Sepertinya luka menghampirinya
Kau beri rasa yang berbeda mungkin ku salah...
Mengartikannya yang ku rasa cinta

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

Membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan yang t'lah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhirikau

buatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagikau uatku
merasakan yang tak terjadi

Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku tak tertahan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi

Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Oooo...ooo...ooo...ooo...melihatmu

translation
I'm saying it beautifully
I'm saying it beautifully, honestly, that my heart is empty
It is as if wound is approaching it
You give me a different feeling, maybe I'm wrong
To recognize it. What I feel is love

But my heart always glorify/elevate you
Excessively elevating you, always

You broke my heart, breaks it again
You broke my heart to look at you
You light up my soul, dim it again
You broke my heart to look at you

But my heart always glorify/elevate you
Excessively elevating you, always

Making me fall down and fall down again
Making me feel things that is not happening
All the best and that have passed
All that stop without me ending it

You make me fall down and fall down again
You make me feel things that is not happening
All the best and that have passed
All that stop without me ending it

But my heart always glorify/elevate you
Excessively elevating you, always

You broke my heart, I can't hold on any longer
You broke my heart to look at you
You light up my soul, dim it again
You broke my heart to look at you

You broke my heart, broke it all over again
You broke my heart looking at you
You light up my soul, dim it again
You broke my heart to look at you

You broke my heart, broke it all over again
You broke my heart looking at you

You broke my heart, broke it all over again
You broke my heart, broke it all over again

You broke my heart looking at you
o.... looking at you

rants

5 FACTS YOU NEED TO KNOW BOUT SABRI

no1. I follow it on the " 1st come 1st serve" which means when usually some one asks me out and then theres a second I'll just say no to the second.It also goes with buying gifts.So if you see me spoiling someone to death,thats the reason right there.

no2. 60% of people I meet think I'm in my 18 to 20's.Its pathetic yet awesome.

no3. I dont go out often.Seriously.You have to drag me out of the house or give me a wake up call.

no4. My family and close friends call me Bee/Abi.I know its what u call ur darling.screw you.

no5. I care what people think.Very sad eh?

January 4, 2009

alot of reasons to explain

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!



i suppose i have tons of explaining to do eh?well I'll explain everything in this post.so there.

I HAVE NO LIFE.NO LIFE=NOTHING T0 BLOG.



haha well 60% of it is true.Is that I do all day:sleep ,eat, grow fat like a gorrila,work.repeat.

I'm serious other then the occasional going out to play pool/billiard with stepharina and my bro.Sadly recently I didnt have a chance to go out to play pool so pleaaasse someone drag me out of my house so i can play pool D:



I was stressed recently eventhough i hide it, joelle,fadhly and farah somehow saw through my farcade..pffts smartasses :D

So they dragged me out(thats the way u should get me out of the house) and we went to centurary square to watch YES MAN.blardy awesome yeah.We went to food something..I cant remember the name.

bla bla and bla went to the pasar malam infront of century square."Taught" Fadhly how to hanggle and he gots a cheaper watch.



Yesterday I was freaking bored so I asked joelle if I could hang with her till 6 plus plus.She said O.K so I went to pick her up after work.Its nothing seriously dont get the wrong impression.anyway after we had ice cream we went to expo to see her cousin.While we/she was waiting for her cousin to end her shift,everything I kept bottled up,the reasons that I kept on running.I think I feel the exhaustion only now.Its like re-using ur fuel over and over again even if its dirty or what not.Until when your finally let go,you got nothing else to run on and you stall.

well yeah.



Nicotine level risen up drastically so I've been trying to cut down.See I'mma good boy :D.

Work has also piled up on me.Sucks that I took 1 week off to paint my room,now I cant rest :(

lol.I can go on I hope.Anyway thats all for now then

much love everyone =)



p.s. Nana if your reading this ur freakin xmas pressent is getting cloudy/less shiney*hint hint*

*FTW A PART OF MY PAINTED WALL!!i look like a retard =S*

alot of reasons to explain

January 3, 2009

your smile

"I can never be your man for some reason.I dont know why.whenever I'm around you,all my problems seems to go away.
I wanna make u smile
I want to be there to stop your tears
I want to be the guy who takes youe breathe away
but i cant
You cherished his love,his kiss,his touch and all in between
How could I ever match up to that
I'm just your fat friend
nothing else,
neither lover nor brother
I'm just the fat friend.
But your smile I'll always keep in my mind coz i have never seen ur lips smile such away"

December 13, 2008

cold swear

i wake up cold sweat 3 times in a row this week.Dreams of me dieing;getting stabbed.
i'm thankful that I didnt take that plunge 2 years ago but i have no idea where am i to go now.
when people smoke to chill,i smoke and i keep thinking all sorts of things.
When i'm in thoughts;all i feel is loneliness.
I'm scared but i keep smiling
it makes the pain less hurtful.
but I'm still scared.
someone help.

November 26, 2008

farwell

Goodbye Isnt Goodbye.Its just the end of the prologue of the new begining.

yes I know I havent been updating as i should.graduation was a blast.food, farewells and goodbyes.Some how deep down i felt sad coz it'd be the last time I'll see all these faces in the school.I never get to disturb Fong Ee again,contradict suhaimi's theories,see the china town girls trying to sneak in food or argue with teachers.I'll nvr get to annoy the shit of out stepharina anymore.

Then there was the prom.I felt like i was the most underdressed guy there.Everyone was beautiful.the night before I booked a limo of 7 seater since syahrin,steph,aryani and izzati were going with me.Wait for syahrin and we went to pick up steph at q's house.She was beautiful.That's the only thing I can say.then we went to pick up aryani and izzati at aryani's house.they were stunning.So we went to the royal plaza on scotts hotel and we waited for the event to start.At that point of time i felt really underdressed. Anyways it was a great event.Took a cab back with Wee kiat,Alex and Steph.Knock out.Photos are here enjoy.


goofballs

Jokers R usLovely Ms zaleha`Colgate add
Sachok boys of the class
Ah lian with mat rep?whoa?nahh
2 of the 4 sweetest teachers in the world
The lady with the perfect accent
and you wonder where i get my goofyness?i got it from a teacher

Stunning galFadlhy-the listening ear =)
besties
and the malay boys

November 8, 2008

what about now

Song: Chris Daughtry - What about now

I feel like crap.Honestly the different sides of me are tearing me up.But I smile.People tell me problems about their life and people.I keep smiling.I keep telling myself that their burdon is way much worse then mine.But now I wonder if they should be whining or should I keep thinking that they dont know anything about pain.Everyone thinks that their right.No one wants to let down.
I dont know whats wrong with me..maybe its one of those days
I dont feel like me anymore
but who is me?
I know i need to make a decision..now might be the time.

nites or morning whatever you prefer

October 14, 2008

till then

i bet ur dieing to see what my report book says right?so here it is..

sabri is a cery talented and artistic young man who always gives his best in whatever he does.His easy-going nature has won him a lot of friends,and his reponsible nature has won him the trust of others.Sabri is also level-headed and calm,and always been able to keep cool under all circumstances.His leadership qualities also shone when he was a part of the Student Council and he as contributed significantly to the creative running of school events.Way to go!



spiffy ey?anyways I wont be blogging or holding back no more.Off to O's.
wish me luck

"Gonna wait for you only till my last cigarette burns because I waited too long for you to climb that apple tree"-Sabri

October 11, 2008

truth abt guys in love

i found this in chin siang's blog totally awesome

truth about guys in love

1. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to

sleep, they will always think about the girl they truly care

about.

2. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

3. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

4. Guys hate it when you talk about your Ex-Boyfriend or

Ex-Love interest.

5. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still

loved.

6. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

7. Guys get jealous easily.

8. Guys are more emotional than they people thinks.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what? Uh,

nevermind.' Would make them jump to a conclusion that is far

from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did

something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it

out.

10. A usual act that proves the guy likes you is when he

teases you.

11. Guys love you more than you love them if they are

serious in their relationships.

12. Guys think way too much. One small thing that a girl does,

even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it

for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

13. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because

most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all

confused.

14. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just

actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

15. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't

happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

16. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never

around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably

jealous and likes you.

17. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you

aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they

don't want you to disagree with them.

18. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's

definitely thinking something.

19. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

20. A guy has more problems than you see with your naked

eyes.

21. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up

easily.

22. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

23. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even

more.

24. If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they

are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more.

Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they

will respect you.

25. Guys really think that girls are strange and have

unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but

somehow are drawn even more to them.

26. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with

you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as

possible.

14 onwards are freaking true haha =)
nites

update

gaah an update!no its not dead
well heres the blog update.
i changed the background and changed the songs
if ur using mozzila fox then you'd probably be seeing a blank bg bcoz i dont think mozzila supports transparency =( but if ur using I.E,do comment kaez?lol
haha for the songs i suppose its a better beat then before,more upbeat haha
dont ask how i fared for my prelims.it sarked sooooooooo baad
any who i got tons of pics to upload but on another "rainy day" i suppose
nuff said then
nites

September 21, 2008

blog down

hey guys,I wont be blogging till end of October,there's been too many changes for me to cope.Dont even ask about my prelims.They were horrble and unexpected.nevermind though,I'll just leave you with a music review.

The All American Rejects
Swing Swing



Days swiftly come and go

I'm dreaming of her

She's seeing other guys

Emotions they stir

The sun is gone

The nights are long

And I am left while the tears fall

Did you think that I would cry

On the phone?

Do you know what it feels likeBeing alone?

I'll find someone new

Swing, swing, swing From the tangles of

My heart is crushed By a former love

Can you help me find a way

To carry on again?

Dreams cast into the sky

I'm moving on

Sweet beginnings do arise

She knows I was wrong

The notes are old

They bend, they fold

And so do I to a new love

Did you think that I would cry

On the phone?

Do you know what it feels likeBeing alone?

I'll find someone new

Swing, swing, swing From the tangles of

My heart is crushed By a former love

Can you help me find a way

To carry on again?

Bury me(You thought your problems were gone)

Carry me(Away, away, away)

Swing, swing, swing

From the tangles of

My heart is crushed By a former love

Can you help me find a way

To carry on again?

Because I know things will be different if I told you how I feel,
I'll just keep quiet.
How I wanna tell you who I really am but I know I'd never be brave to tell you.

I know that I could nor can ever love you like others will.
I'll just keep quiet.
I smile because we're friends,my heart frowns because thats only thing we'll be.
I'll just keep quiet.
Because I'm different from all the rest,
I'll just keep quiet.

September 4, 2008

Music review

Song - Nelly - Dilemma

This is a real classic,those who dont know it should listen.Still loving it after 5 years.
hahaha its awesome.comment and rate on my tagboard =D



Artist: Nelly
Song: Dilemma

I love and I need you
Nelly, I love you, I do
Need you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Uh-uh-uh-uh
I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me
And she got the hots for me, the finest thing I need to see
But oh, no, no, she got a man and a son, oh-oh, but that’s okay
‘Cause I wait for my cue and just listen, play my position
Like a shortstop, pick up e’rything mami hittin’
And in no time I better make this friend mine and that’s for sure
‘Cause I-I never been the type to break up a happy home
But there’s something ‘bout baby girl, I just can’t leave her ‘lone
So tell me, ma, what’s it gonna be
She said, “You don’t know what you mean to me,” come on

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
Boy, you know I’m crazy over you

No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I’m with my Boo
You know I’m crazy over you

Uh-uh-uh-uh
I see a lot in your look and I never say a word
I know how n****s start actin’ trippin’ , and hate up all the girls
And there’s no way Nelly go for it
Ain’t f***in’ with no dame, as you could see
But I-I like your steeze, your style, your whole demeanor
The way you come through and holler, and swoop me in his two-seater
Now that’s gangsta and I got special ways to thank ya, don’t you forget it
But it ain’t that easy for you to back up and leave him
But you and me we got ties for different reasons
I respect that and right before I turned to leave
She said, “You don’t know what you mean to me,” come on

September 3, 2008

old friend

Mood : Shocked,in a good way
Song: Plain White T's - Hey There Delailah

hahaha sooo today's the 3rd day or the fasting month and I'm doing well.Craming books like never before haha.No the world's not ending.
haha anyway I found an old friend.I missed her so much =)
darn lil bro wants to use the com
so tc and stuff like that ok?

GONE FOR PRELIMS.
Dont miss me

August 25, 2008

awww

Mood : The kind that makes you go "aww"
Song : Plain White T's - Hey there Delailah
After reading a post by Nisha yesterday night,I only could go "aww".Here's an excerpt from her blog: " never really noticed it till now. I mean the whole 4 years, he comes in every picture of my crisis as the confidant. Its kinda weird i should say, since we dont talk muchh in school like we used to when we were 13. but his always there when im down"

I swear i didnt realise I was there for her so many times. No wonder people say I'm clueless.but its great having Nisha as a friend.Yeahh we dont hang out but it doesnt mean we're not friends.haha.She's one of the few people who remind me who I am and it feels great =D.
oh yeah I'm looking for a study buddy whose damn tight because I need to study much more often so I posted something on msn.this is what nisha sent me:
no.I had no intentions of replying her pm I swear =P.

anyways i has a swollen toe and wont be back to school till Wednesday.yeah.it sucks.Imagine limping to the doc or down to get some grub.pathetic. Not to worry I'll get better by the end of the week..or so..
anyway theres a quiz I've been dieing to do since i saw nisha's blog and here it is

a) Answer the questions below, do a google image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.

1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday: Seventeen
2) A place you’d like to travel to: Australia
3) Your favourite place: Theme parks - till i get bored anyway

4) Your favourite food/drink: McSpicy,


5) Your favourite pet: Cats

6) Your favourite colour combination: Red and Black.

7) Your favourite piece of clothing: Billabong

8 ) Your all time favourite song: Nelly feat Kelly - Delima/Eminem - Mocking bird


9) Your favourite TV show: Bleach

10) Full name of your significant other: Fiona Xie
11) The town in which you live: Tampines.
12) Your screenname/nickname: Valentine
13) Your first job: Caterer guy
14) Your dream job: Owning a cafe

15) A bad habit you have: Short attention span
16) Your worst fear: ALLAH
17) The one thing you’ll like to do before you die: Coming back home and spend time with my family18 ) The first thing you’ll buy if you get $1,000,000: Be like Bruce Wayne

ps:find how many times i said "nisha".winner gets a lollipop

August 22, 2008

friends

Mood: upbeat
Song: The Click 5 - Good Day
Nelly - Party People

its really Amazing how friends can cheer you up.From cursing the day light and cheapskates early morning on a monday,it was my friends who made me smile.It was great.On tuesday,went studying with pamela and chin siang.Gosh the jokes!it was awesome to be around them.I'm getting used to fairus and wee kiat these days.I swear fairus loved to pick on me when i was sec 2 while wee kiat wanted a fight.Now we're good friends.
haha its awesome how things have changed.it feels great.
Schools a killa these days.those who know knows.
I'm happy I didnt give up at the last moment.I'm greatful.

oh crap!!
oh crude
look what things have become
it might be rude
but I think I fell with you
I know we're opposites
i swear we got nothing to say
we both have different friends
we both have different lifes
but believe me gal
I think I'm in love.
oh crap
oh crude
look what things have become

August 18, 2008

crying

I'm this close to crying
this close to giving up.this close of letting everything go;my mind,my health,my friends,myself.
I dont know why am I doing all this anymore..
i feel like a hypocrite.I hate myself.

anyone can tell me a reason I should carry on?

July 31, 2008

posers

Feeling: per normal
Song:Goo-Goo Dolls - Iris

I SMILE SO THAT PEOPLE DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL
dont you just hate posers?but who am I to judge?I f'cking bite

Ok so lets start of with a rather disheartening issue.Mr Poh,no, not the kung fu panda but my English and literature teacher is leaving the school for the second time.And prelims are so close.It doesnt matter to me though.He isnt dead.He wont be gone forever and I'll see him when I see him.Over this few months I've gotten to know him well and picked up pointers for myself as well.Always laughing the fellow =D.
Yes his leaving does sadden my heart and I bet a few as well so I'll bring up this matter:dramatising.I'm not one to judge but dont you think its way too far if you feel so upset about him leaving that you put a glum face?How can a person complain how sucky he is and yet feel so upset when he leaves.Better still,you feel offended when other people state the fact.Isnt that being a hypocrite?I maybe living "under a rock" but I think that definition is still the same. theres a saying;"you reap what you sow" or to put it easier " if you dont want people to ogle,dont wear revealing clothes" or another one is "ask a stupid question,get a stupid answer,do a stupid act,get a stupid respond".
But who am I to judge.I bet for every 1 mistake I point out to any of you,you guys can point out 2.hahaha.

2nd issue.Girls.Thy arent fat.You look beautiful the way you are.I am fat.If you physical state is like mine,then your fat.But I dont think that way.Each one of us are beautiful in there own way.

I feel insignificant.I can be in that person's same timetable and no one notices.I can cut my hair and change my shoes and heck change my bag to a grey coloured one and no one realises me.This is really sad at one point.I try to be somebody in school yet no one notices me when I keep quiet.but when I do talk people ask me to shut up.Am I such a "pimple" or an "extra" to the majority?I dont want to reveal every single part of my life to the public.I dont want them to know what I've seen.What I've heard.What my thoughts are.Ironically I prefer it to this way.I just want a group of friends to hang out with,someone to talk to and hug.Lead life to my fullest.
but still it would be best if someone just came up to me and said "HI wanna be best friends?"that would be spiffy.
anyway nights all
take care and much love

July 27, 2008

dont feel like chatting

Feeling : "dont bother"
Song: - Today is probably the longest day I ever experience as I only got no less of 2 hours of sleep from yesterday morning till now due to night shift work.All I wanted was a good swim and someone to have a good chat to this weekend.Yet both disappointed me greatly.
I sprained my left arm while swimming and when I got online,there was no one to talk to or atleast wants to talk to me.

So today has left me with a very unpleasant day..I just need a friend to count on I suppose.A real one..
nuff said.Tc

July 20, 2008

EMO!

Feeling: Abandoned

Song: The Killers - Mr. Brightside
Rihanna - Cry

A DATE WITH ME,MYSELF & I.
who said misery loves company? Hmm..Decided to watch "The Dark Knight" today so I asked around to see anyone was free and note to self,always ask 3 days in advance.That would be spiffy.Long story short,after finding a date,she didn't came or I didn't see her so I went to the movies myself.[for those interesting in my emotional blogging,it be later on in this post]

So..I went to Tampines Mall and got the 5,55 slot.haha yes they do have those sort of slots.I have something to say about this movie.Batman is freaking awesome.Emphasis on freaking and also awesome.The whole movie kept me on the edge of my seat.It actually made me feel as if I was watching it for 4 hours.No its not boring,its thaaat awesome.
However there were a lot of downside,which was actually influence by the main plot,which I dont really like,so little kiddies,this ain't a show for you.

But yeah the movie follows a lot from the actual plot.Building jumping,explosion and sadistic ideas.I cant tell you all the stories,well that would make me a wet blanket.Just go check it out.You wont regret it.

so anyway[here it comes]
I feel extremely sad.I dont know if you really wanted to go or something happened or just stood me up.It made me feel worse when I was right there,calling for you in front of your window,boy I looked like an idiot.I was already an idiot who just decided to say "hey lets go on a date" and didn't tell you what time we should meet.I decided to wait.and wait.and wait.I knew something like this was going to happen deep down in my mind but I just had to try.I wanted to sort it out.For once girl,you make me head over heels.For once I think I'm in love again but then I fall.
Yet I'm more worried then you feel that I stood you up instead of feeling that you stood me up.

I feel like crying now.I feel like a fool if I cry.I wonder why I hid all my pain away.
Is it because of my smile,people think I'm ok? Or is it because I want people to think I'm ok,I smile.I know clearly,I have a great home.A loving family.Awesome friends.A good life. But why do I feel as if I'm hollow inside.Its scary.I have everything I always wanted 2 years ago but now I feel so empty.

Maybe its how I look.Who wants to love a guy like me.Even I myself don't know who I am nor does the great internet.The internet which suppose to know everything.Try searching the definition of "Sabri" is either not listed or powerful people.My mum tells me its defined as patience and with patience breeds maturity.But am I that person.I dont know.
I need time to think..of did I have too much of time to think that I drifted far away from my goal?
Questions,no answer.

I feel like a DC superhero,just without the superpowers.

July 16, 2008

crap

mood: "darn it"
song : Yellowcard - Gifts & Curses

MIND GAMES..
holy crap

Ever woke up thinking " Do i have to go through all this again?".
I have.For the past few days I've been wondering what I've been doing all this time.Why does everything seem so familiar even though it has never occurred before.Is this a weird case of deja vu? or maybe it did happen before.Maybe thats why I feel so dog-gone tired this days.
Is it just a mind game?or is it the same thing repeating just on a different day?

I feel extremely low this past few weeks.I just dont know why.
I feel as if I'm a different person everywhere I go or hang out with my groups of friends.

I feel like screaming to everyone who looks down on me or nags.I want them to shut the hell up.
I know its wrong to do that but things are driving me crazy.

Never the less,I still wanna make people smile.Even if it involves myself.Maybe thats my downfall.Making people smile too much while involving me.
I dont bother.Making their day is much better then cursing how sucky my life is,its better then complaining how hard teenage life is.Its better then thinking all is lost.
ITS BETTER.

Maybe I should start drawing again.Well I'm off to see the doctor and have a freaking hair cut.
doodles.

"like the person because of his similarities, love the person for his differences."-quote from hellboy,the movie

July 3, 2008

until the day i die

Mood: -
song : Story Of The Year - Until The Day I Die

UNTIL THE DAY I DIE
hey guys here's a song recommendation for you to listen it freaking awesome haha
and p.s for those who are complaining why I dont put up my daily activities,I just dont see the need to put everything I see or say thats why I'm usually going to post up up coming (mis)events,song/music recommendation or when I'm being whiney and bitchy bcoz thats something everyone can relate to.Anywho enjoy the vid and song.Its worth it.=)
take care


Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do
Just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die

June 24, 2008

and they said

mood: bla-bla-bla
song: Paramore - Presure

GOSH MULI-TASKING IS HARD WORK.OH! THE PRESSURE.

Dont you ever get that feeling that everything,even the ones that you've planned out already,keeps pushing you.Nudging you every minute,every second till one point you just break down and curse?
Welcome to the life of a graduating student.Maybe a life of decision maker who's running out of time.Either one comes first.

Gosh.So many things can be running in my head yet still can be blank.Who knew?I feel so lethargic these days I cant figure out why.Maybe its because of my time table?My heavy bag?Lack of sleep?Something not clicking?
who knows.
anyway school's a riot in dullsville.
Anyway I'm at my best trying to change my lifestyle.I've stopped work well until the company really does need me.I'm planning to go swimming every Saturday and hitting the books on weekend afternoons.

How to save my sanity?I got myself a freaking headphone instead of a new earplug-piece and play habbo in the night.

If that doesnt work I'm not sure what will?
my power of will?
haha god knows
anywho,I better be off now.Its 12 am

nights all

June 21, 2008

uuurrg

mood : un pleased
song : nil

YES I HAVE FRECKING CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN

urgh..no matter how many times I change it,it doesnt seem to be nice
haiz i gotta find a better one or atleast re-do the skin
nuff said
happy weekends

ps~updated the links those whose link aint there tell me before the mood is over

June 17, 2008

i got shot

mood : ~!#$%#^% schools near
song : Peterpan - Di balik awam

!#@%$%^%$ I'VE BEEN SHOT.JOKING
well Aisyah hit me with a quiz thingy and its freaking rare that I've get hut by this and I rarely do
so i decided to do this A.S.A.P =P
here goes....

1. How long have you waited for someone you love?
- 2 years about so.i think..for one person right or average?i think its bout the same though.hahaha
2. What do you want to do right now?
- sleep.but guilt of not doing my homework lingers around me like a bad egg.
3. If there's a miracle, what will you long for?
- have body like john cena or something like that.
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
- YES.they can be a-holes and airheads 55% of the time but I've grown towards them =)
5. Where do you wish to die?
- either in the arms of my loved one after a bloody fight or...on my deathbed at home.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Yeap.I dont see them no more though =( * Awwww* "Silence! I kill you"
7. What are the impossible things to do?
- to fucking lick your elbow or beat the living shit out of Venom from spiderman
8. IS there something which you wished never happened?
- yeap.I wont tell you though.You didnt ask what it was.only asked if there was ;P
9. Are you happy with your life now?
- a meh and bah here and there.about 75% happy.
10. What if your crush ask you out?
- I'd probably go..."wow.Spiffy" or " WHHHOOOOO"
11. What will you do when you feel bored?
- Disturb people. HAHAHA.
12. What feelings do you hate th most?
- Sadness..she's a whiney bitch
13. If you'll be separated from you love one(s) for a period
of time, what will be some things you'd tell them?
- See you soon or I'll be back.
14. What are you looking forward to this coming week?
- My Laptop

Instructions:
Tag 11 people, list them at the end of the post.
Notify them in their tagboard that they've been chosen.
Suhaimi
Stephanie
Karishma
Karan ( nah now you got something to blog about)
Azri
Fatin
Antricia

i dont know who else.
i'm not joking

nights

June 15, 2008

what I like about you

Mood : Aaaaaahhhhhhh..Aaaaaaaahhh(repeat 5x)
Song : Red Hot Chili Peppers - Tell me baby


5 THINGS THAT I LIKE/HATE ABOUT YOU



not gonna blab about how sucky this week is but.I'm gonna do something new.
its called "things I like/hate about you" to 5 people,my daily readers.Stephanie,Suhaimi,Karan,Yiling and a new reader,Jihan.so.. here goes.

STEPHANIE
1)MSN : I really hate it when you go offline or buzy for so long but when you come back it seems worth while =D
2)your lol : nuff said
3)Trust : I really hate it when it seems like you dont trust me but I know its for a good reason thats why I tell you my secrets.You dont tell no one.
4)You living in Jakarta : But if you didnt move we wouldnt know each other.
5)Your lips : I hate it when you frown but love it when you smile.

SUHAIMI
1)Our Friendship : its fucking bitter sweet,
2)Being around you : It taught me alot of things showed me different perspective.I dont hate nor like it that much.
3)Your language : From that,it defined me.nuff said.
4)A part of you is still well..troublesome : Because of that part it makes you mature but is also annoying.
5)Your long winded idealogy : it hurts everyone's brain but it also makes me think.

KARAN
1) You talking too much: Annoying but atleast it creates a good convo for us.
2) Your argumentative side : Its cute but annoying.
3) Your face : nuff said
4) Your Jokes : Its funny and stupid.

YILING
1) You are very blur : Its cute but repeating tons of time is tiring =S
2) Your " Ha?What?" : same as the above
3) Your very nice : No wonder guys rush after you
4) You love/care too much : it sweet but I hate it if you get hurt
5) Your smile : I dont hate it =P

lastly..

JIHAN
1) Your Random pop-ups : It sucks to wait for you to online but its a glee when you do.
2) MSN : Your replies can kill me but its worth the wait I think.It kills time.
3) When you dont talk to me : nuff said
4) When you act as if you dont know me : Its funny.
5) You being a meanie : Gives me a good laugh but wish you were a taaad bit nicer.=S

k done.off to bed now.tata.

June 12, 2008

flu

Mood : not so good
song : The Click 5 - Jenny


WITH GREAT FLU COMES GREAT HEADACHES.

thus said.URGH! my head is killing me.soo...no post for today
buh bye

June 9, 2008

-__-

mood: WEE~ and a ARGH!!!
song : 3 Doors Down - Its not my time

YES I DO UPDATE MY BLOG.
just not that often -___-
Its the 2nd week of the June holiday and I have done practically nothing.Yeap.nothing.
I did however get myself a paif of spiffy slipper or flopper.whichever you content with. and a new specs.Wow.
seems like I change specs every year.
I had chalet last week monday to weds and it made me totally forget about the rest of matters I had to attend to.
Which now caused me to be be in deep shit.
deep shit.
anyway the chalet well wasnt great as last year but alteast we had the space for many =D
oh yeah I had my 1st taunt all the way to wee 5.30 in the morn. I then woke up at 7.30 which seems totally pathetic.

I've made a realisation as well.Chinese girls love to wear short pant.The ones that can cover you butt and show your legs.Not that I'm gay or saying that its my problem but for those who dont have the height.stick with skirts or jeans.

I pretty much got nothing to do but blog.Even that I got forced into by someone.hahaha
oh well nuff said alrd and if you could,stop by my friendster.The links on the top of my profile.Testi or view i dont mind.haha

till next time =D