All I think about is you, even when I'm with my boo, Ya know I'm crazy over you
Uh-uh-uh-uh I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me And(uh) she got the hots for me, the finest thing my hood has seen But oh, no, no, she's got a man and a son doh'ohh But that's o.k. cause I, wait for my cue and just listen, play my position like a short stop, pick up everything mommy hittin
And in no time, i'm gonna make this friend mine And that's for sure Cause I, I've never been the type to break-up a happy home But(uh) somethin' bout baby gurl, I just can't leave alone So tell me ma what's it gonna be she said You don't know what you mean to me"
god I miss someone like hell now D:
urgh..dont know what to say.bloody projects are a pain in the ass
I'll feel better tmr.
I'll feel even greater if I saw her smile because I made her smile.
Oh god,flu is gone but I feel waayy drowzy.I blame those headache painkillers.I'm scared their back again.didnt go to school.Couldnt even move my butt out of bed.Crappers much?anyway This song is waaay addictive so Imma post it up.Enjoy everyone as I flop onto my bed :D
nights
Knock you down - Kerli Hilson feat Kanye West,Ne-Yo
Heh, not again Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me
Keep rockin', and keep knockin' Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin' You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?
I never thought I'd be in love like this When I look at you my mind goes on a trip Then you came in, and knocked me on my face Feels like in I'm a race But I already won first place
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did (As hard as I did, yeah) You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah Every mornin' I look at you and smile 'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down Knocked me down
Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down) Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down)
I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today I used to be commander and chief Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high) Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky (Oh shot me out the sky)
Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened But I know it feels so damn good Said if I could back, and make it happen faster Don't you know I would baby if I could Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much She helpin' me pull it She shot the bullet that ended that life I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight Girl sometimes love
Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down) Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down)
Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers So we can finally fly off into NASA You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that Seem to only date the head of football teams And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses So I wrote this love letter right before my classes How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch? Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic 'Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin', now I'm crashin' This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him
Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad So will u bring a better future than I had in the past Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did I don't wanna fall back on my face again Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall (When it comes around)
Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down) Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down)
Won't see it coming when it happens, hey But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now You see when love knocks you down
Won't see it coming when it happens But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now You see when love knocks you down Yeah
For once,can anyone not rub their correct answers in my face.Pull down the things that I believe in.For once cant you guys just let me be me.I'm sick of smiling.I dont wanna see anyone right now,not even you.Why do I have to bear responsibility whenever things go bad.Why do I feel as if nothing has been done.Cant I just run away.
until there was you and I feel in the absence of heart
and I plug my eyes to cry.
I'm a hopeless romantic and
kicking the habit but all hearts have darts.
Sweet red cherry blossom tree that lives in both you and me.
You marked your name but I can see, its not on me.
So I've shamelessly gone and made myself come undone. Heavy hangs my head when I'm Unhearted.
I wear this angels crown to cover up my devils frown
and upon my broken chest lay a struggle between loneliness
and things that are out of place like my head in outer space
and the carpet you walked on the ceiling that cries please don't walk away
Sweet red cherry blossom tree that lives in both you and me.
You marked your name but I can see, its not on me.
So I've shamelessly gone and made myself come undone. Heavy hangs my head when I'm Unhearted.
Bellow it out with all the breath in my lungs.
Apologize for all that I've done.
You did a number on me and a fantastic job.
In the scheme of all things we never felt.
When your hearts been breached and your guards been let down;
You've rotten and spoiled me into the ground and a good mess forgives all the rest we allow ..
Sweet red cherry blossom tree that lives in both you and me.
You marked your name but I can see, its not on me.
So I've shamelessly gone and made myself come undone. Heavy hangs my head when I'm Unhearted
Sweet red cherry blossom tree that lives in both you and me.
You marked your name but I can see, its not on me.
So I've shamelessly gone and made myself come undone. Heavy hangs my head when I'm Unhearted...
Sweet red cherry blossom tree that lives in both you and me
So many things happened.O'm damn surprised I didnt break under pressure.Might be because of these new awesome friends I have.I'd do anything to make them smile.I really would. hahax
Thinking and missing makes me unable to sleep at night.Damn..
anyway imma try counting sheeps.Go enjoy the song aites
"Sat by the steps of the stairs and took out a stick.Eyes glazed,my thoughts trailed one after the other.Just when I thought everything was going to be ok,I felt as if I dropped and no one noticed.They did though,but their voice became muffled over time.I couldnt bother with anyone or anything.I felt like going away,far far away so no one knew me and no one would bother why I was is such a state.Then it hit me,once I miss my family & friends,how do I go back?At that point I felt pathetic.Useless but I couldnt tell anyone.I just cant.Its just a mood swing I keep telling myself.
I hear those worried questions but I couldnt smile.only lie."I'm ok" I repeated it.
Your'e just another person,why do you affect me so much? I dont understand.I looked down at m shoes and looked up.I stubbed the cigg and walked out the door.Eyes still glazed but smiling."
I have seriously no mood to blog.none to draw.I feel tired and pissed.Yet dissapointed.I dont know why.It might be due to the lack of sleep.Maybe.Schools getting a little bit harder since deadlines are getting close.hahax anyway imma off to bed.just blogged so you guys know I'm not dead yet.
ps.Dora,you told me I was a stranger once.You said your breaking down.Now I'm telling you for the 20th time I'd keep you smiling.Its if you need me or not.I could tell you what to do and not to do but I dont think your'e the sort who'd believe me even if I did tell you.Please,you gotta take it down a notch.
It hurts me to see you like that,crying,feeling pathetic.I really dont want to lose another friend,someone like you.You dont know what you mean to me
May 9, 2009
"eddie:zomg
jing yi:whatever"
Eddie:Nad,Nad,NadNad...
Nad:Wut?
Eddie:hungreehh
Nad:Zomg!
Eddie:I've been kidnapped.Helps!
Ayid:All your base belongs to me
Afiq:digging your nose I see
eddie:Dont disturb
Eddie:ERIC STOP HUMPING ME!
Eric:teehee
Jeremy:I cant see me
Jing Yi: -Just Keep Smiling-
Nad: Eh take picture
Eddie:I look retarded
Afiq:EH CAK!BUAT APER ARH?!
Eddie:I told you I cant smile
Nad:pffts
LJ:Fishy Fishy
Eddie:You stole my look
Riyas:Hand off their mine.MINE I TELLS YA
Riyas: Good lord my tummy..fries..urgh
Afiq: Digging your nose is awesome
Nad: Fishy fishy
Eddie:I look like a gorrilla
Hafiz:omnomnomnom
Eddie:Donut and I will rule the world.You'll see
~theres the pics i promise.now go laugh one corner
ps.silly girl,theres nothing be fraid of kay?your cheeks are mine
I followed this silly girl with her friend to the bus stop on a monday,I put my default face on since she was talking to her friend and i had my psp..which cracked the next day ;(.anyway at the interchange I decided I couldnt follow her to popular like I wanted to since it was late so I waved a small goodbye.
what happened next made me smile the whole week long inside.
The silly girl texted me 20 mins later said she was sorry.
I asked her what for
she said for making me sad.
at that point I didnt know either to knock her on the head for being damn silly or just give her a hug(which i never do give to people) for caring.
Gotta admit I've been a douche.My intentions I swear was good.I tried to make it to a time when we both can meet but it seems like it wouldnt have worked out anyway.I really wanted to ask you out because after that I wouldnt be seeing your face anymore.Best bets 5 months down the road you wouldnt recognise me anymore.I wanted to make u smile,least for the last time.Its not about me not growing up,its about me dont wanting to grow up just for a day.Fuck,I'd be too busy to say "hi" let alone give u a text.I wanted to make a point to turn back the days where we goof off,just one day.My intentions were suppose to be good but if it made you upset then I'm sorry.At a point of time you ment the whole world to me,right now,nothing much.Nothing much to hold on to anyway.You'd probably be cursing my name by now but seriously I dont give a fuck.Not even when you'd call my full name.
If growing up means leaving a part of me behind,then I'd say so long and good night.Nothing fancy,nothing dramatic.Just so long and good night.
"Within that 10 seconds,I felt as if every bit of my was being thrown away with a cough.I was breathless.I was scared.What if that was my breathe?Have I done anything great enough to leave an impression in others?
My Mentality was being to shatter as my body did.But it wasn't only my body and mind that was shattering,my entire life and those around it too.My Family.If Everyone lived their own world who'd care for the others.
At this point I felt like a hypocrite,I helped others but what did I do for my family.Everything I know was breaking apart.
I thought that I had enough swallowing my pride thats why I'd ignore others pleas but then it struck me.What is pride?Cant you be proud that you help others.Cant you be proud that you made others laugh and smile.I might be smiling genuinely but wouldnt a fake smile comfort others just as much as a real one?
All i know was I have to pick myself up slowly and move slowly.I have to accept that I've fallen down.All i need now is to pick myself up and do it with a smile.I dont mind if i'm gonna be called crazy.
I made my way towards my bed and stared at the mural I painted as I laid my head to rest.There was only one question I havent answered myself yet."Would my Novacaine be the result of my timely downfall..."-anon
Sorry for not updating,too busy enjoying school life,dragging lappy to school,picking my nose,knocking syimah on her head,annoying ayie at his work place,making new friends and goof off,skipping and prancing down the lab hall,learning how to do web page designs and stuff,trying to get this lady's attention,righting old wrongs and of course sleeping in the weeee hours. Anyway my class is super duper fun.Having great laughs with them.Its really weird how easy we can bond though.I have a feeling that jingyi is mind controlling the other classmates -shifty eyes-. Tp is really like a work place though,you have to apply for everything u need,mc,leave and even the study room =__=But the whole place is awesome.Freedom there is freaky I can say since I'm a guy of discipline -coughcough- heres some random convo between me and my friends ; Eddie:(mostly)Everyone forgot mine (birthday) a long time ago so i dont bother bout it Syimah: -.- dude,youre insane or something.I think we have an emergency Eddie:..... ~ Anyway I'd upload pictures once i feel like it so toodle loo <3 and someone drag me out to play billard pleeeaase?
So proud of this lilmutha fucker.He's got a long way to go but he's getting there.He might be stepping on lions tail,but I'll be the one grabbing its jaws to live another day.
Anyways I have my own debit card!weeweet!best nyer.Dad wanted to go to the bank before Friday prayers to update his bank book thats when I decided to make my very own account.Go-Card.Pretty awesome.Its like a debit card/ATM card..I'm talking too much bout this -suspicious stare-
After all the hoo-haas were finish,we were late for prayers =____= who'd guess?pffts. Wanted to meet Ayie at work but he wasnt there.Mutha fucker =____= Dad made some freaking jokes about the girls in FBT.He called em air-con pants.get my drift? Got home after bought a lightbulb which didnt fit into the screw in the end.sheesh now i gotta go out and buy a new one...troublesome i tellsya
not gonna say anything else personal though.Not in the mood. So anyway catch ya all on the flipside
I'm suppose to blog my trip to kl but I'm too butt lazy soo yeah.DENIED~ anyways tdy i went out to bugis with Fadhly and Alvin.Gosh I missed the two fellows. I had to deliver my mom's cheque 1st at OUB bank.seems like every time i go out i havta go to the bank area =___=. Anyways,We were suppose to meet at 12 but I kinda got excited and left the house around 11..so i practically had half an hour left.What to do,What to do? ROAM THE FUCKING MALL!! yeah.its been awhile since i just well roamed the mall just for that sake of it.I'm the get in get out,get no trouble kind of dude.But today wasnt my typical day today i suppose. Apparently if I dont look scary I'm very nice..so i got approached by alot of stall vendors..nuff said. Met Fadhly and there we go to Bugis.talks bout her and stuff and before we knew it we were at the center of bugis mall o____o Alvin popped up behind us when we were heading to the mrt to pick him up.No idea how he did it but he did.Anyway Alvin was kind enough to let me have a puff.-usually he'd be go away or something like that- a la and a dah we were walking around Bugis Street.Alvin and I manage to find Fadhly some straight cuts!whoohoo!he look awesome in it.All he needs now is a set of confidence!-who the hell am I to say that..sheesh- Anyways we went our way to Soul Garden for some meat!been a long time since I went there.terribly fun!Met Zul and his gal too.Akward but decided to play the goof like everyone thought I'd be.
After Soul Garden we went to the Arcade.Alvin rocks in this kind of stuff.I'm going it old school buwahaha-inside joke-
after that we all headed our seperate ways..
-p.s sry for the sudden change..something cropped up,havta go tc everyone
so hey,I'm back and feeling way better.Not sure thats a good thing though.Its probably because I've been away from you for so long.Its like a cold turkey treatment thats gone like its suppose to.But I dont want to let you go.I want to show the greater side of life.It aint that great and I've got not a dime to my name.But I'll give you all I have to make you better.
Anways here's the music suggestion of the week/month.Soulja boy finnally made a good song.Seriously.Its kiss me through the phone featuring Sammy
(Soulja Boy Tell Em) [[Chorus: Sammie]] Baby you know that I miss you I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl And that's the issue Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) I'll see you later on.. Kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you when I get home
[[Verse: Soulja Boy]] Baby, I know that you like me You my future wifey SouljaBoyTellEm yeah you could be my bonnie I could be your clyde You could be my wife Text me, call me , I need you in my life yeah All that, everyday I need ya And everytime I see ya my feelings get deeper I miss ya, I miss ya I really wanna kiss you but I can't
[Sammie] Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two (678) 999-8212
[[Chorus: Sammie]] Baby you know that I miss you I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl And that's the issue Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you later on.. Kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you when I get home
[[Verse: Soulja Boy]] Baby, I been thinking lately So much about you Everything about you, I like it, I love it Kissing you in public Thinking nothing of it Roses by the dozen Talking on the phone Baby you so sexy your voice is so lovely I love your complexion I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya I really wanna kiss you but I can't
[Sammie] Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two (678) 999-8212 [[Chorus: Sammie]] Baby you know that I miss you I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl And that's the issue Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you later on.. Kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you when I get home [[Bridge: Soulja Boy]] She call my phone like (da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..) We on the phone like (da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..) We taking pics like (da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..) She dial my number like (da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..) [Sammie] Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two (678) 999-8212
[[Chorus: Sammie]] Baby you know that I miss you I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl And that's the issue Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you later on.. Kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you when I get home
who am i kidding.I'm nt that great of a guy.I cant even keep myself straight these days.Why am I always head over heels for the girl whose nice to me?Because they actually talk to me?God knows.i try so hard to impress you.Trying to make you smile.Trying to be the white knight when deep down I'm just a nobody.I dont know anything bout you.I try to get ur attention but what you gave me was always what I didnt expect.They knock me back of my feet.I try not to be all goofy around you but you notice them anyway.I know your keeping your distance from me even though your saying your not.For some reason you know that I'm upset even though I try my bestest to smile and goof off.I feel everything's gonna be ok whenever i'm without and the second I'm not around you,I feel so lethargic.You've become my own brand of heroin.All I want to do is hug you and never let go.But I cant.I know we're just too different.How I wish I could be there for every moment of your sadness.Be the reason that you smile.But I'm not.I should forget bout you.Everything about you.Those eyes,that "no worries look" or the "blur"look.those lips.Everything about you.But I cant sleep till your next to me..I fraid I cant let you go too soon I suppose..but who am I kidding
hey all!to escape the question what i did for valentine which was actually is the celebration of some dead couple and what i've been doing and also nt to answer how the hell i gt my ankle burned/scald imma make up a quiz and let you guys do it.Smart eh?
1.If you could be anywhere right now,where would you be? probably out of bed,away from bro and his guitar and go out with meh friends
2.Whacha doin? Editing my blog playlist so you guys can listen what good music is actually is?
3.If you could be anyone right now,who would it be? Bruce.Wayne.nuff said
4.What instrument(s) that you wished you could play? Guitar and piano so I could sweep anyone off their feet.heck yeah
5.Whats the song your currently listenting to? right now?My Chemical Romance - dead.Why?
6.Do you love sticks? WTF?HECK YEAH!!all kinds!long ones,short ones,chop stick,mesuring stick,sharp stick..
7.Do you google yourself? I aint narcassist.I just youtube myself thats all.
8.Whats on your feet now? a skin bubble.Dont ask.dont need to know.
9.Who ya chatting with right now? No one actually.Which is pretty sad....
10.Ninjas or Pirates I prefer the two.I call them Pirja or ninja pirates.Either way they sound cool.
11.Do you own a facebook? why do you wanna add?
12.Do you think that the birds and cockroaches are in conspirancy together? yeah.dont trust em roaches..I swear they tried to take over my room
13.Whacha think of Twilight? I watched it twice.gosh there was no manly word in that sentence.
14.What did you do during valentines?you now you wanna tell? I was crying in pain while hot tea was all over my right ankle and now that i look at it the skin bubble looks like hearts.Irony.
15.Did you get a present for you loved one? got,had,still have,question out of bound sry
16.who do you wanna send this to? lets see.Those who read this,nana,fadhly,elle,nisha.I know you guys lurk this blog!admit it!
tdy is the eve of my bdae.I should be happy that I'm turning 17.but no.I'm nt coz of the recent events.Dont worry I'll just start with the good part
Saturday,Abang Aim invited me to play tennis with him and his friend.since i never played tennis and it has been a long time since i hang out with him so i accepted his offer.He picked me up at 11 and I made a new friend.His name is Muhammad and his from france.Woah.Very religeous fellow i tell you.While in the car he told me bunch of stuff from his trips around the world,his home in france the traffic and cars in Germany.They have phones in their freaking cars and they have no speed limit.how awesome is that?!Went to changi something club and played tennis.Since it was freaking hot I took off my polo T leaving a singlet on.At the end of the game when we took a deep at the pool ,which was awesome coz no one was there,I had a tan D: and with the singlet thingy marking oh noes.Went back after that coz i was super uber tired D:
Worked yesterday and then today.I missed the eclipse coz of work.I havta work tmr.I feel freaking tired.
your not making it better for me. I tried to be there for you. I tried to make u smile at every chance. You didnt see my love and effort. You hurt me even if you didnt know it I know its nt my provocative to tell you what to do. but you've been like my best friend all this while. People dont see what I see in you. I'm giving up on both of you. I dont have the will to carry one love can only push me so far for you I knew i could take what wasnt mine your heart belonged to someone else along time ago. Be it that I'm the rebound guy I was there for you You still didnt see it. I'm giving up on you respected colour code.go figure what means what
I'm soo sorry guys.I tried to vlog but it just didnt upload..waited for 2 hours still no uploaded video.so yeah.Anyways heres an update with life.The neighbours's downstairs had a lil baby and gosh the lil baby looked soo cute.Last monday, kak mariam had gave birth too a heathly lil baby.Gosh she was adorable =).anyways,recently keep hanging out fadhly,joelle and farah when I'm nt working.Its fun hanging out with them,I get to talk alot then I normally do which i dont as u can see in my posts....yeah.*cough*.The sad thing is none of them knows how to play pool D:
anyways heres the song of the week James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings
Let me hold youFor the last time It’s the last chance to feel again But you broke me Now I can’t feel anything When I love you
It’s so untrue I can’t even convince myself When I’m speaking It’s the voice of someone else Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much I tried to forgive but it’s not enough To make it all okay You can’t play on broken strings You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel I can’t tell you something that ain’t real Oh the truth hurts A lie is worse I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before Oh what are we doing We are turning into dust Playing house in the ruins of us Running back through the fire When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train When it’s too late
Oh it tears me up I tried to hold but it hurts too much I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay You can’t play our broken strings You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel I can’t tell you something that ain’t real Oh the truth hurtsAnd lies worse I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before But we’re running through the fire When there’s nothing left to say It’s like chasing the very last train When we both know it’s too late
You can’t play our broken strings You can’t feel anything That your heart don’t want to feel I can’t tell you something that ain’t real Oh the truth hurtsAnd lies worse I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before Oh and I love you a little less than before Let me hold you for the last time It’s the last change to feel again
Music Video of the week Peterpan - Ku Katakan Dengan Indah
Ku Katakan Dengan Indah
Ku katakan indah dengan terbuka hatiku hampa Sepertinya luka menghampirinya Kau beri rasa yang berbeda mungkin ku salah... Mengartikannya yang ku rasa cinta
Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu
Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu
Membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi Membuatku merasakan yang t'lah terjadi Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhirikau
buatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagikau uatku merasakan yang tak terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri
Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu
Kau hancurkan hatiku tak tertahan lagi Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu Kau terangi jiwaku kau redupkan lagi Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
translation I'm saying it beautifully I'm saying it beautifully, honestly, that my heart is empty It is as if wound is approaching it You give me a different feeling, maybe I'm wrong To recognize it. What I feel is love
But my heart always glorify/elevate you Excessively elevating you, always
You broke my heart, breaks it again You broke my heart to look at you You light up my soul, dim it again You broke my heart to look at you
But my heart always glorify/elevate you Excessively elevating you, always
Making me fall down and fall down again Making me feel things that is not happening All the best and that have passed All that stop without me ending it
You make me fall down and fall down again You make me feel things that is not happening All the best and that have passed All that stop without me ending it
But my heart always glorify/elevate you Excessively elevating you, always
You broke my heart, I can't hold on any longer You broke my heart to look at you You light up my soul, dim it again You broke my heart to look at you
You broke my heart, broke it all over again You broke my heart looking at you You light up my soul, dim it again You broke my heart to look at you
You broke my heart, broke it all over again You broke my heart looking at you
You broke my heart, broke it all over again You broke my heart, broke it all over again
You broke my heart looking at you o.... looking at you
no1. I follow it on the " 1st come 1st serve" which means when usually some one asks me out and then theres a second I'll just say no to the second.It also goes with buying gifts.So if you see me spoiling someone to death,thats the reason right there.
no2. 60% of people I meet think I'm in my 18 to 20's.Its pathetic yet awesome.
no3. I dont go out often.Seriously.You have to drag me out of the house or give me a wake up call.
no4. My family and close friends call me Bee/Abi.I know its what u call ur darling.screw you.
i suppose i have tons of explaining to do eh?well I'll explain everything in this post.so there.
I HAVE NO LIFE.NO LIFE=NOTHING T0 BLOG.
haha well 60% of it is true.Is that I do all day:sleep ,eat, grow fat like a gorrila,work.repeat.
I'm serious other then the occasional going out to play pool/billiard with stepharina and my bro.Sadly recently I didnt have a chance to go out to play pool so pleaaasse someone drag me out of my house so i can play pool D:
I was stressed recently eventhough i hide it, joelle,fadhly and farah somehow saw through my farcade..pffts smartasses :D
So they dragged me out(thats the way u should get me out of the house) and we went to centurary square to watch YES MAN.blardy awesome yeah.We went to food something..I cant remember the name.
bla bla and bla went to the pasar malam infront of century square."Taught" Fadhly how to hanggle and he gots a cheaper watch.
Yesterday I was freaking bored so I asked joelle if I could hang with her till 6 plus plus.She said O.K so I went to pick her up after work.Its nothing seriously dont get the wrong impression.anyway after we had ice cream we went to expo to see her cousin.While we/she was waiting for her cousin to end her shift,everything I kept bottled up,the reasons that I kept on running.I think I feel the exhaustion only now.Its like re-using ur fuel over and over again even if its dirty or what not.Until when your finally let go,you got nothing else to run on and you stall.
well yeah.
Nicotine level risen up drastically so I've been trying to cut down.See I'mma good boy :D.
Work has also piled up on me.Sucks that I took 1 week off to paint my room,now I cant rest :(
lol.I can go on I hope.Anyway thats all for now then
much love everyone =)
p.s. Nana if your reading this ur freakin xmas pressent is getting cloudy/less shiney*hint hint*
*FTW A PART OF MY PAINTED WALL!!i look like a retard =S*
"I can never be your man for some reason.I dont know why.whenever I'm around you,all my problems seems to go away. I wanna make u smile I want to be there to stop your tears I want to be the guy who takes youe breathe away but i cant You cherished his love,his kiss,his touch and all in between How could I ever match up to that I'm just your fat friend nothing else, neither lover nor brother I'm just the fat friend. But your smile I'll always keep in my mind coz i have never seen ur lips smile such away"
i wake up cold sweat 3 times in a row this week.Dreams of me dieing;getting stabbed. i'm thankful that I didnt take that plunge 2 years ago but i have no idea where am i to go now. when people smoke to chill,i smoke and i keep thinking all sorts of things. When i'm in thoughts;all i feel is loneliness. I'm scared but i keep smiling it makes the pain less hurtful. but I'm still scared. someone help.
Goodbye Isnt Goodbye.Its just the end of the prologue of the new begining.
yes I know I havent been updating as i should.graduation was a blast.food, farewells and goodbyes.Some how deep down i felt sad coz it'd be the last time I'll see all these faces in the school.I never get to disturb Fong Ee again,contradict suhaimi's theories,see the china town girls trying to sneak in food or argue with teachers.I'll nvr get to annoy the shit of out stepharina anymore.
Then there was the prom.I felt like i was the most underdressed guy there.Everyone was beautiful.the night before I booked a limo of 7 seater since syahrin,steph,aryani and izzati were going with me.Wait for syahrin and we went to pick up steph at q's house.She was beautiful.That's the only thing I can say.then we went to pick up aryani and izzati at aryani's house.they were stunning.So we went to the royal plaza on scotts hotel and we waited for the event to start.At that point of time i felt really underdressed. Anyways it was a great event.Took a cab back with Wee kiat,Alex and Steph.Knock out.Photos are here enjoy.
goofballs Jokers R usLovely Ms zaleha`Colgate add Sachok boys of the class Ah lian with mat rep?whoa?nahh 2 of the 4 sweetest teachers in the world The lady with the perfect accent and you wonder where i get my goofyness?i got it from a teacher Stunning galFadlhy-the listening ear =) besties and the malay boys
I feel like crap.Honestly the different sides of me are tearing me up.But I smile.People tell me problems about their life and people.I keep smiling.I keep telling myself that their burdon is way much worse then mine.But now I wonder if they should be whining or should I keep thinking that they dont know anything about pain.Everyone thinks that their right.No one wants to let down. I dont know whats wrong with me..maybe its one of those days I dont feel like me anymore but who is me? I know i need to make a decision..now might be the time.
i bet ur dieing to see what my report book says right?so here it is..
sabri is a cery talented and artistic young man who always gives his best in whatever he does.His easy-going nature has won him a lot of friends,and his reponsible nature has won him the trust of others.Sabri is also level-headed and calm,and always been able to keep cool under all circumstances.His leadership qualities also shone when he was a part of the Student Council and he as contributed significantly to the creative running of school events.Way to go!
spiffy ey?anyways I wont be blogging or holding back no more.Off to O's. wish me luck
"Gonna wait for you only till my last cigarette burns because I waited too long for you to climb that apple tree"-Sabri
gaah an update!no its not dead well heres the blog update. i changed the background and changed the songs if ur using mozzila fox then you'd probably be seeing a blank bg bcoz i dont think mozzila supports transparency =( but if ur using I.E,do comment kaez?lol haha for the songs i suppose its a better beat then before,more upbeat haha dont ask how i fared for my prelims.it sarked sooooooooo baad any who i got tons of pics to upload but on another "rainy day" i suppose nuff said then nites
hey guys,I wont be blogging till end of October,there's been too many changes for me to cope.Dont even ask about my prelims.They were horrble and unexpected.nevermind though,I'll just leave you with a music review.
The All American Rejects Swing Swing
Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall
Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels likeBeing alone?
I'll find someone new
Swing, swing, swing From the tangles of
My heart is crushed By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?
Dreams cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old
They bend, they fold
And so do I to a new love
Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels likeBeing alone?
I'll find someone new
Swing, swing, swing From the tangles of
My heart is crushed By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?
Bury me(You thought your problems were gone)
Carry me(Away, away, away)
Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?
Because I know things will be different if I told you how I feel, I'll just keep quiet. How I wanna tell you who I really am but I know I'd never be brave to tell you. I know that I could nor can ever love you like others will. I'll just keep quiet. I smile because we're friends,my heart frowns because thats only thing we'll be. I'll just keep quiet. Because I'm different from all the rest, I'll just keep quiet.
This is a real classic,those who dont know it should listen.Still loving it after 5 years. hahaha its awesome.comment and rate on my tagboard =D
Artist: Nelly Song: Dilemma
I love and I need you Nelly, I love you, I do Need you
No matter what I do All I think about is you Even when I’m with my Boo Boy, you know I’m crazy over you
No matter what I do All I think about is you Even when I’m with my Boo You know I’m crazy over you
Uh-uh-uh-uh I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me And she got the hots for me, the finest thing I need to see But oh, no, no, she got a man and a son, oh-oh, but that’s okay ‘Cause I wait for my cue and just listen, play my position Like a shortstop, pick up e’rything mami hittin’ And in no time I better make this friend mine and that’s for sure ‘Cause I-I never been the type to break up a happy home But there’s something ‘bout baby girl, I just can’t leave her ‘lone So tell me, ma, what’s it gonna be She said, “You don’t know what you mean to me,” come on
No matter what I do All I think about is you Even when I’m with my Boo Boy, you know I’m crazy over you
No matter what I do All I think about is you Even when I’m with my Boo You know I’m crazy over you
Uh-uh-uh-uh I see a lot in your look and I never say a word I know how n****s start actin’ trippin’ , and hate up all the girls And there’s no way Nelly go for it Ain’t f***in’ with no dame, as you could see But I-I like your steeze, your style, your whole demeanor The way you come through and holler, and swoop me in his two-seater Now that’s gangsta and I got special ways to thank ya, don’t you forget it But it ain’t that easy for you to back up and leave him But you and me we got ties for different reasons I respect that and right before I turned to leave She said, “You don’t know what you mean to me,” come on
Mood : Shocked,in a good way Song: Plain White T's - Hey There Delailah
hahaha sooo today's the 3rd day or the fasting month and I'm doing well.Craming books like never before haha.No the world's not ending. haha anyway I found an old friend.I missed her so much =) darn lil bro wants to use the com so tc and stuff like that ok?
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