That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold on I'm feeling like I'm headed for a Breakdown I don't know why I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know, right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be "
My fever is running bad.I cant hear anything.
My head is drowsy.Im sweating like mad.I cant smell I cant taste.
My coughing makes me taste nothing but blood.I hate this feeling.
I need a break,from everything before its too late.I need to stop everything.urgh
ps.if I whispered your name,would you notice that I'm gone?
TEST ARE EFFINGLY OVER!god I had to let that out.Holidays are here woohooo! god I have nothing on from now till 14 so wont anyone drag me out :(? afiq! kas! biler mau gi jamming hah? I wanna sing again man :D let it rain buwahahaha.Anyway heres a song from the movie "Once" called falling slowly by glen hansard.Awesome song enjoy yeah?
I don't know you But I want you All the more for that Words fall through me And always fool me And I can't react And games that never amount To more than they're meant Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home We've still got time Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice You'll make it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me And I can't go back Moods that take me and erase me And I'm painted black You have suffered enough And warred with yourself It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home We've still got time Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice You've made it now Falling slowly sing your melody I'll sing along
p.s. somewhere between all our laughs,long talks,stupid little fights and all our jokes,I fell in love..
Cant sleep.blog hopping.found effing sweet song from suhaimi's blog.its called like a knife by secondhand serenade.probs to suhaimi.
I dream a lot, I know you say I've got to get away. "The world is not yours for the taking" Is all you ever say. I know I'm not the best for you, But promise that you'll stay. Cause if I watch you go, You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away
Cause today, you walked out of my life Cause today, your words felt like a knife I'm not living this life.
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same. These streets are filled with memories Both perfect and in pain And all I wanna do is love you But I'm the only one to blame.
Cause today, you walked out of my life Cause today, your words felt like a knife I'm not living this life.
But what do I know, if you're leaving All you did was stop the bleeding. But these scars will stay forever, These scars will stay forever And these words they have no meaning If we cannot find the feeling That we held on to together Try your hardest to remember
Stay with me, Or watch me bleed, I need you just to breathe.
Cause today, you walked out of my life (Stay with me, or watch me bleed) Cause today, your words felt like a knife (I need you just to breathe.) I'm not living this life
Heyyo people,I just realised I got bajillion photos to blog about so might as well post it now.Anyway a few updates before I go to bed eh,monday to tues is my term tests,I got the big ass letter from Ministry of Defence,umm going away from the 14 to the 18 which is a week bahaha and I bought 3 sets of topman which is approved from kas.If its approved from kas,your not a mat :D
bla bla bla enjoy the photos aites
s'not that I'm acting cool,My eyes get small when I dont wear specs at night D:
please ignore the fact that I look that a complete retard.Instead look into Nad's big eyes bahaha :3
even with a candid shot she has the ability to pose -____- dont ask Eddie: They stole mah muffin
Ayid: Jazzy hands,Jazzy hands
Bubu:Fishy fishy
Riyas:hmmm..I must look good
Jing Yi: Just keep smiling again
Hafiz:Jyeaah old pic :X If any one says they hate each other,I'd beg to differ wit my fist.They cant stand appart from each other from a min.so sweet :P This is Suzie,My bro loves her alot This guy,is my bro Again,please ignore the fact that I look retarded.Just look at the 3 angels behind me ok alrd Hafiz: Need sleep..
Eddie: I'm not a smoker,see how white mah teeth are D:
Riyas:Wuuussaaaap :X
Afiq:why my face arh half gone arh
Kas: Aku cute :)
Jing Yi: must..keep..smiling
Bubu: Did we take tthe photo alrd?oh snape.Must smile ah? Riyas:Son,what are you doing
Eddie:Cam whoring
Riyas:Ohhh Hafiz:I am soo cute,just like that
Bubu:HAAAIP :3
Jing yi: Caaak
Eddie: wheres the other 4 again? Jing Yi:RAWR
Eddie: NYAAA~
Riyas: Damn I look hawt
Bubu: umm ok...-steps back- XD
Mom: Smile now?dang I missed it
Eddie: I know,I love you too mom Ayah: Oh satay oh satay maner la kau satay~ Eddie:woi u sleeping arh
Riyas:Meditation before my flight son Hafiz:Need my need for speed now.. Afiq: :O
Eddie :O Ayid : Cute tak I?Letak pat facebook la sia
Eddie: I feel cool
Jing Yi : Fishy fishy :3 Bubu: Eddie,your beanie to big lurh Jing yi: :X
Riyas: uh huh,uh huh,yeah good luck with that
anyway guys imma crash in now,kinda late.See ya when I see ya aites :D
"This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know
I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go"
Right now you hate my guts.I deleted you from my facebook,msn and removed you from my blog.You called me the utmost cruel creature you've met and a petty one at that.You called me immature and asked me to grow up.Your dissapointed at me.Your angry at me that I never fought back.You have all right reasons to.
but what do you know about being grown up?Do you understand responsibility? do you know how it feel to bear responsibility for everything eventhough it isnt yours to hold in the first place?Do you know the meaning of sacrifice?When other boys where having fun with their father during the weekend I had to follow my mother and learnt how to take care of a wedding event. What do you know about growing up? What do you about being mature and saying no.What do you know about backing down eventhough you know you have every right to speak your mind?What do you know about me?Do you know I had to admit that my father was useless.Do you know I had to loose every friend I knew because I had to juggle between family,cca and work in the past.
What?I might not know all of your problems but do you even know what its like being me? You said that we were best friends forever? What kind of friend says "make an appointment" to a person who've been asking you out for nearly a month.Are you such a big shot that I have to make an "appointment"?
Do you know whats it like for me to defend you when the rest of my friends say I shouldnt bother bout you.You were the greatest friend I ever had.You were the one who got me addicted to facebook and layan me till 3 am in the morning.I could state everything great about you but you only noticed that I'm gone after nearly a month.
You post those things on the blog?What if I didnt read them like I did.
You think just because I deleted off your contacts means I forgotten bout you?I visit your blog everyday just to make sure your o.k. I thought if I removed any contacts with you you'd be happier not seeing a douchebag like me. You need not care about an annoying person like me.
But if you really treasured the friendships we had you would have atleast the decency of texting me why I'm acting like this not complain how much of an asshole I am on your blog.
I wanted to give you space but those words you say a month a go hurt like hell. I might be childish but I have my reasons.If you knew why you wouldnt be saying that too.
Urgh,school term is almost over.Cant believe it man,happened so fast.Meh time flies when your having fun I suppose.Anyway gonna be busy haaah.cant wait till the tests are over then can finally get some good shut eyes and wake up at 11.
Just one more moment, Thats all that's needed, Like wounded soldiers, In need of healing Time to be honest This time I'm bleeding Please don't dwell on it 'Cause I didn't mean it
I can't believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground, But it doesnt matter 'cause I made it up forgive me now Everyday I spent away my souls inside out Gotta be some way that I can make it up to you now, somehow
By now you know that, I'd come for you, No one but you, Yes I'd come for you, But only if you told me to, And I'd fight for you, I'd lie its true, Give my life for you, You know I'd always come for you
"
-nickelback,I'd come for you
projects are almost done.what cant be done,leave it to that I suppose.
on a personal note,Everyone knows that some time,you can never fill in those gaps in someone else's heart no matter how much you really want to nor get someone to fill that spot in but I want to try.I keep telling myself I want to be there not just because of a small crush or maybe the person is rich or the person is cool.But to be there just for that cause of being there.Oddly I feel as if I'm distancing myself away.I feel as if you cant be bothered with me,so why should I be bothered back?Its bloody annoying dammit,stupid principles are clashing with each other.What to do,what to do.I suppose I havta keep my mind occupied till things are settle down again or alteast I feel that it is settle down.No pressure.haha.
anyway look up the song nickelback-I'd always come for you.Youtube and metacafe dont have it or is having a hard time loading it for me right now so just search the song.It has a feel good vibe in it I promise.
All I think about is you, even when I'm with my boo, Ya know I'm crazy over you
Uh-uh-uh-uh I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me And(uh) she got the hots for me, the finest thing my hood has seen But oh, no, no, she's got a man and a son doh'ohh But that's o.k. cause I, wait for my cue and just listen, play my position like a short stop, pick up everything mommy hittin
And in no time, i'm gonna make this friend mine And that's for sure Cause I, I've never been the type to break-up a happy home But(uh) somethin' bout baby gurl, I just can't leave alone So tell me ma what's it gonna be she said You don't know what you mean to me"
god I miss someone like hell now D:
urgh..dont know what to say.bloody projects are a pain in the ass
I'll feel better tmr.
I'll feel even greater if I saw her smile because I made her smile.
Oh god,flu is gone but I feel waayy drowzy.I blame those headache painkillers.I'm scared their back again.didnt go to school.Couldnt even move my butt out of bed.Crappers much?anyway This song is waaay addictive so Imma post it up.Enjoy everyone as I flop onto my bed :D
nights
Knock you down - Kerli Hilson feat Kanye West,Ne-Yo
Heh, not again Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me
Keep rockin', and keep knockin' Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin' You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?
I never thought I'd be in love like this When I look at you my mind goes on a trip Then you came in, and knocked me on my face Feels like in I'm a race But I already won first place
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did (As hard as I did, yeah) You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah Every mornin' I look at you and smile 'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down Knocked me down
Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down) Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down)
I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today I used to be commander and chief Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high) Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky (Oh shot me out the sky)
Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened But I know it feels so damn good Said if I could back, and make it happen faster Don't you know I would baby if I could Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much She helpin' me pull it She shot the bullet that ended that life I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight Girl sometimes love
Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down) Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down)
Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers So we can finally fly off into NASA You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that Seem to only date the head of football teams And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses So I wrote this love letter right before my classes How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch? Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic 'Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin', now I'm crashin' This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him
Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad So will u bring a better future than I had in the past Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did I don't wanna fall back on my face again Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall (When it comes around)
Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down) Sometimes love comes around (Love comes around) And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down (Knocks you down)
Won't see it coming when it happens, hey But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now You see when love knocks you down
Won't see it coming when it happens But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now You see when love knocks you down Yeah
For once,can anyone not rub their correct answers in my face.Pull down the things that I believe in.For once cant you guys just let me be me.I'm sick of smiling.I dont wanna see anyone right now,not even you.Why do I have to bear responsibility whenever things go bad.Why do I feel as if nothing has been done.Cant I just run away.
until there was you and I feel in the absence of heart
and I plug my eyes to cry.
I'm a hopeless romantic and
kicking the habit but all hearts have darts.
Sweet red cherry blossom tree that lives in both you and me.
You marked your name but I can see, its not on me.
So I've shamelessly gone and made myself come undone. Heavy hangs my head when I'm Unhearted.
I wear this angels crown to cover up my devils frown
and upon my broken chest lay a struggle between loneliness
and things that are out of place like my head in outer space
and the carpet you walked on the ceiling that cries please don't walk away
Sweet red cherry blossom tree that lives in both you and me.
You marked your name but I can see, its not on me.
So I've shamelessly gone and made myself come undone. Heavy hangs my head when I'm Unhearted.
Bellow it out with all the breath in my lungs.
Apologize for all that I've done.
You did a number on me and a fantastic job.
In the scheme of all things we never felt.
When your hearts been breached and your guards been let down;
You've rotten and spoiled me into the ground and a good mess forgives all the rest we allow ..
Sweet red cherry blossom tree that lives in both you and me.
You marked your name but I can see, its not on me.
So I've shamelessly gone and made myself come undone. Heavy hangs my head when I'm Unhearted
Sweet red cherry blossom tree that lives in both you and me.
You marked your name but I can see, its not on me.
So I've shamelessly gone and made myself come undone. Heavy hangs my head when I'm Unhearted...
Sweet red cherry blossom tree that lives in both you and me
So many things happened.O'm damn surprised I didnt break under pressure.Might be because of these new awesome friends I have.I'd do anything to make them smile.I really would. hahax
Thinking and missing makes me unable to sleep at night.Damn..
anyway imma try counting sheeps.Go enjoy the song aites
"Sat by the steps of the stairs and took out a stick.Eyes glazed,my thoughts trailed one after the other.Just when I thought everything was going to be ok,I felt as if I dropped and no one noticed.They did though,but their voice became muffled over time.I couldnt bother with anyone or anything.I felt like going away,far far away so no one knew me and no one would bother why I was is such a state.Then it hit me,once I miss my family & friends,how do I go back?At that point I felt pathetic.Useless but I couldnt tell anyone.I just cant.Its just a mood swing I keep telling myself.
I hear those worried questions but I couldnt smile.only lie."I'm ok" I repeated it.
Your'e just another person,why do you affect me so much? I dont understand.I looked down at m shoes and looked up.I stubbed the cigg and walked out the door.Eyes still glazed but smiling."
I have seriously no mood to blog.none to draw.I feel tired and pissed.Yet dissapointed.I dont know why.It might be due to the lack of sleep.Maybe.Schools getting a little bit harder since deadlines are getting close.hahax anyway imma off to bed.just blogged so you guys know I'm not dead yet.
ps.Dora,you told me I was a stranger once.You said your breaking down.Now I'm telling you for the 20th time I'd keep you smiling.Its if you need me or not.I could tell you what to do and not to do but I dont think your'e the sort who'd believe me even if I did tell you.Please,you gotta take it down a notch.
It hurts me to see you like that,crying,feeling pathetic.I really dont want to lose another friend,someone like you.You dont know what you mean to me
May 9, 2009
"eddie:zomg
jing yi:whatever"
Eddie:Nad,Nad,NadNad...
Nad:Wut?
Eddie:hungreehh
Nad:Zomg!
Eddie:I've been kidnapped.Helps!
Ayid:All your base belongs to me
Afiq:digging your nose I see
eddie:Dont disturb
Eddie:ERIC STOP HUMPING ME!
Eric:teehee
Jeremy:I cant see me
Jing Yi: -Just Keep Smiling-
Nad: Eh take picture
Eddie:I look retarded
Afiq:EH CAK!BUAT APER ARH?!
Eddie:I told you I cant smile
Nad:pffts
LJ:Fishy Fishy
Eddie:You stole my look
Riyas:Hand off their mine.MINE I TELLS YA
Riyas: Good lord my tummy..fries..urgh
Afiq: Digging your nose is awesome
Nad: Fishy fishy
Eddie:I look like a gorrilla
Hafiz:omnomnomnom
Eddie:Donut and I will rule the world.You'll see
~theres the pics i promise.now go laugh one corner
ps.silly girl,theres nothing be fraid of kay?your cheeks are mine
I followed this silly girl with her friend to the bus stop on a monday,I put my default face on since she was talking to her friend and i had my psp..which cracked the next day ;(.anyway at the interchange I decided I couldnt follow her to popular like I wanted to since it was late so I waved a small goodbye.
what happened next made me smile the whole week long inside.
The silly girl texted me 20 mins later said she was sorry.
I asked her what for
she said for making me sad.
at that point I didnt know either to knock her on the head for being damn silly or just give her a hug(which i never do give to people) for caring.
Gotta admit I've been a douche.My intentions I swear was good.I tried to make it to a time when we both can meet but it seems like it wouldnt have worked out anyway.I really wanted to ask you out because after that I wouldnt be seeing your face anymore.Best bets 5 months down the road you wouldnt recognise me anymore.I wanted to make u smile,least for the last time.Its not about me not growing up,its about me dont wanting to grow up just for a day.Fuck,I'd be too busy to say "hi" let alone give u a text.I wanted to make a point to turn back the days where we goof off,just one day.My intentions were suppose to be good but if it made you upset then I'm sorry.At a point of time you ment the whole world to me,right now,nothing much.Nothing much to hold on to anyway.You'd probably be cursing my name by now but seriously I dont give a fuck.Not even when you'd call my full name.
If growing up means leaving a part of me behind,then I'd say so long and good night.Nothing fancy,nothing dramatic.Just so long and good night.
"Within that 10 seconds,I felt as if every bit of my was being thrown away with a cough.I was breathless.I was scared.What if that was my breathe?Have I done anything great enough to leave an impression in others?
My Mentality was being to shatter as my body did.But it wasn't only my body and mind that was shattering,my entire life and those around it too.My Family.If Everyone lived their own world who'd care for the others.
At this point I felt like a hypocrite,I helped others but what did I do for my family.Everything I know was breaking apart.
I thought that I had enough swallowing my pride thats why I'd ignore others pleas but then it struck me.What is pride?Cant you be proud that you help others.Cant you be proud that you made others laugh and smile.I might be smiling genuinely but wouldnt a fake smile comfort others just as much as a real one?
All i know was I have to pick myself up slowly and move slowly.I have to accept that I've fallen down.All i need now is to pick myself up and do it with a smile.I dont mind if i'm gonna be called crazy.
I made my way towards my bed and stared at the mural I painted as I laid my head to rest.There was only one question I havent answered myself yet."Would my Novacaine be the result of my timely downfall..."-anon
Sorry for not updating,too busy enjoying school life,dragging lappy to school,picking my nose,knocking syimah on her head,annoying ayie at his work place,making new friends and goof off,skipping and prancing down the lab hall,learning how to do web page designs and stuff,trying to get this lady's attention,righting old wrongs and of course sleeping in the weeee hours. Anyway my class is super duper fun.Having great laughs with them.Its really weird how easy we can bond though.I have a feeling that jingyi is mind controlling the other classmates -shifty eyes-. Tp is really like a work place though,you have to apply for everything u need,mc,leave and even the study room =__=But the whole place is awesome.Freedom there is freaky I can say since I'm a guy of discipline -coughcough- heres some random convo between me and my friends ; Eddie:(mostly)Everyone forgot mine (birthday) a long time ago so i dont bother bout it Syimah: -.- dude,youre insane or something.I think we have an emergency Eddie:..... ~ Anyway I'd upload pictures once i feel like it so toodle loo <3 and someone drag me out to play billard pleeeaase?
So proud of this lilmutha fucker.He's got a long way to go but he's getting there.He might be stepping on lions tail,but I'll be the one grabbing its jaws to live another day.
Anyways I have my own debit card!weeweet!best nyer.Dad wanted to go to the bank before Friday prayers to update his bank book thats when I decided to make my very own account.Go-Card.Pretty awesome.Its like a debit card/ATM card..I'm talking too much bout this -suspicious stare-
After all the hoo-haas were finish,we were late for prayers =____= who'd guess?pffts. Wanted to meet Ayie at work but he wasnt there.Mutha fucker =____= Dad made some freaking jokes about the girls in FBT.He called em air-con pants.get my drift? Got home after bought a lightbulb which didnt fit into the screw in the end.sheesh now i gotta go out and buy a new one...troublesome i tellsya
not gonna say anything else personal though.Not in the mood. So anyway catch ya all on the flipside
I'm suppose to blog my trip to kl but I'm too butt lazy soo yeah.DENIED~ anyways tdy i went out to bugis with Fadhly and Alvin.Gosh I missed the two fellows. I had to deliver my mom's cheque 1st at OUB bank.seems like every time i go out i havta go to the bank area =___=. Anyways,We were suppose to meet at 12 but I kinda got excited and left the house around 11..so i practically had half an hour left.What to do,What to do? ROAM THE FUCKING MALL!! yeah.its been awhile since i just well roamed the mall just for that sake of it.I'm the get in get out,get no trouble kind of dude.But today wasnt my typical day today i suppose. Apparently if I dont look scary I'm very nice..so i got approached by alot of stall vendors..nuff said. Met Fadhly and there we go to Bugis.talks bout her and stuff and before we knew it we were at the center of bugis mall o____o Alvin popped up behind us when we were heading to the mrt to pick him up.No idea how he did it but he did.Anyway Alvin was kind enough to let me have a puff.-usually he'd be go away or something like that- a la and a dah we were walking around Bugis Street.Alvin and I manage to find Fadhly some straight cuts!whoohoo!he look awesome in it.All he needs now is a set of confidence!-who the hell am I to say that..sheesh- Anyways we went our way to Soul Garden for some meat!been a long time since I went there.terribly fun!Met Zul and his gal too.Akward but decided to play the goof like everyone thought I'd be.
After Soul Garden we went to the Arcade.Alvin rocks in this kind of stuff.I'm going it old school buwahaha-inside joke-
after that we all headed our seperate ways..
-p.s sry for the sudden change..something cropped up,havta go tc everyone
so hey,I'm back and feeling way better.Not sure thats a good thing though.Its probably because I've been away from you for so long.Its like a cold turkey treatment thats gone like its suppose to.But I dont want to let you go.I want to show the greater side of life.It aint that great and I've got not a dime to my name.But I'll give you all I have to make you better.
Anways here's the music suggestion of the week/month.Soulja boy finnally made a good song.Seriously.Its kiss me through the phone featuring Sammy
(Soulja Boy Tell Em) [[Chorus: Sammie]] Baby you know that I miss you I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl And that's the issue Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) I'll see you later on.. Kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you when I get home
[[Verse: Soulja Boy]] Baby, I know that you like me You my future wifey SouljaBoyTellEm yeah you could be my bonnie I could be your clyde You could be my wife Text me, call me , I need you in my life yeah All that, everyday I need ya And everytime I see ya my feelings get deeper I miss ya, I miss ya I really wanna kiss you but I can't
[Sammie] Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two (678) 999-8212
[[Chorus: Sammie]] Baby you know that I miss you I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl And that's the issue Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you later on.. Kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you when I get home
[[Verse: Soulja Boy]] Baby, I been thinking lately So much about you Everything about you, I like it, I love it Kissing you in public Thinking nothing of it Roses by the dozen Talking on the phone Baby you so sexy your voice is so lovely I love your complexion I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya I really wanna kiss you but I can't
[Sammie] Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two (678) 999-8212 [[Chorus: Sammie]] Baby you know that I miss you I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl And that's the issue Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you later on.. Kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you when I get home [[Bridge: Soulja Boy]] She call my phone like (da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..) We on the phone like (da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..) We taking pics like (da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..) She dial my number like (da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..) [Sammie] Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two (678) 999-8212
[[Chorus: Sammie]] Baby you know that I miss you I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl And that's the issue Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you later on.. Kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you when I get home
who am i kidding.I'm nt that great of a guy.I cant even keep myself straight these days.Why am I always head over heels for the girl whose nice to me?Because they actually talk to me?God knows.i try so hard to impress you.Trying to make you smile.Trying to be the white knight when deep down I'm just a nobody.I dont know anything bout you.I try to get ur attention but what you gave me was always what I didnt expect.They knock me back of my feet.I try not to be all goofy around you but you notice them anyway.I know your keeping your distance from me even though your saying your not.For some reason you know that I'm upset even though I try my bestest to smile and goof off.I feel everything's gonna be ok whenever i'm without and the second I'm not around you,I feel so lethargic.You've become my own brand of heroin.All I want to do is hug you and never let go.But I cant.I know we're just too different.How I wish I could be there for every moment of your sadness.Be the reason that you smile.But I'm not.I should forget bout you.Everything about you.Those eyes,that "no worries look" or the "blur"look.those lips.Everything about you.But I cant sleep till your next to me..I fraid I cant let you go too soon I suppose..but who am I kidding
hey all!to escape the question what i did for valentine which was actually is the celebration of some dead couple and what i've been doing and also nt to answer how the hell i gt my ankle burned/scald imma make up a quiz and let you guys do it.Smart eh?
1.If you could be anywhere right now,where would you be? probably out of bed,away from bro and his guitar and go out with meh friends
2.Whacha doin? Editing my blog playlist so you guys can listen what good music is actually is?
3.If you could be anyone right now,who would it be? Bruce.Wayne.nuff said
4.What instrument(s) that you wished you could play? Guitar and piano so I could sweep anyone off their feet.heck yeah
5.Whats the song your currently listenting to? right now?My Chemical Romance - dead.Why?
6.Do you love sticks? WTF?HECK YEAH!!all kinds!long ones,short ones,chop stick,mesuring stick,sharp stick..
7.Do you google yourself? I aint narcassist.I just youtube myself thats all.
8.Whats on your feet now? a skin bubble.Dont ask.dont need to know.
9.Who ya chatting with right now? No one actually.Which is pretty sad....
10.Ninjas or Pirates I prefer the two.I call them Pirja or ninja pirates.Either way they sound cool.
11.Do you own a facebook? why do you wanna add?
12.Do you think that the birds and cockroaches are in conspirancy together? yeah.dont trust em roaches..I swear they tried to take over my room
13.Whacha think of Twilight? I watched it twice.gosh there was no manly word in that sentence.
14.What did you do during valentines?you now you wanna tell? I was crying in pain while hot tea was all over my right ankle and now that i look at it the skin bubble looks like hearts.Irony.
15.Did you get a present for you loved one? got,had,still have,question out of bound sry
16.who do you wanna send this to? lets see.Those who read this,nana,fadhly,elle,nisha.I know you guys lurk this blog!admit it!
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