lucky on a unlucky day

Raya was fun not gonna go into details though but tell you this; what dad said made me cry.

What he said made me was the reason I changed years back and I'm glad I truly am.

anyway on to today. I thought there was a performance at esplanade today so I clever clever ajak rafiqqa and in the end it turned out it was yesterday so she decided to stay home and I crashed with afiq and his new friend :D had tons of laughs seh.

My specs are broke though so I have to use my spare ones. Never knew the degrees were so high back then. Dammit :/

anyway did some shopping at penny and got 2 clothes! haha

I have no mood to blog actually. I might start whinning if I do so I wont :D

but tell you this

I'm damn lucky on an unlucky day :D mkay enjoy ah the pictures ehk

-nights

so cute >..< ah another cute baby for you
the overhead incharge of hari raya. She like directs everything. WOW right?
ah here's the bapak of the family. very bapakly as you can see
my room on raya. So pretty kan kan?

ah muzzamil. Dah bujang jugak lahabao ni

ni budak askar haha
10 years down the road if he becomes a matrep tk gune kene jugak la die
anak bujang mak aku tau! haha
faezin :]
my mom and echa wawa wa look like marieta too bad didnt get a good shot of her
uncle anie best uncle ever. well not the best but the friendliest i suppose
i call her mak. mak = grandma
eh auntie fatima malu gak?
ahk tengok aku bapak la sial :] baik dok
kak mariam and her husband. abang usoff
another blurr image :/
the newly married abang aim. ehk muzzamil in the photo style ke per budak
mak :]
ayah with nabiha
ahk tengok tv aku best kan
nabiha again
ni mulut banyak ni. besar besar jadi cam yani eh yani ;]
aunti whidah
uncle ussop and abang aim. berbual aper entah
aper ni budak budak main psp
ayah in the phone.idk if you can se khai in the background
cak!
karishma's sister. I forgot her name
joel with the wtf face
best times with poly friends

bluek!!
another bapak orang pose
cam gigi ok? can pose for colgate add?
ah cak!
dengar metal plak dehni
marieta never knew :]
nad nad pikir aper tu
kas is thinking bout the future
after work

eh malu pulak mentang2 dah bacin susun kueh malu ah
ah amek kau muker aku
mak ehkk
muker slumber sook
dinner event with nad and her relatives. dont know how i got involved but i did
muker bitch
was in the bus with afiq and the guy infront of us had a funny face. had to take it la
afiq in the dark baik pe
eh muker plaster nampak
forgot where i took this
scenary 2
scenary 3
esplanade rooftop

-nights

hey hey you you !

Right before I start, Imma say happy birthday to two very special people. One much more special then the other.

1st is this dude

the 2nd is this sweetheart

So Im wishing a

VERY HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO MARIETA

&

VERY HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO KHAI, MAH LITTLE BRO

anyway nothing much happened during the weekdays so I decided to bring the guys and girl out and walk around Geylang. Afiq & I got lost when Kas well.. went without us .___.

Afiq and I had a great talk about well random things seriously

We found some place to sit and waited for kas to appear with marieta.

Do take note that marieta is also very short sighted, she couldnt see me even when I'm right infront of her wearing a BANDANA. LIKE CMON!

anyway we jalan jalan around geylang and had some impromto ideas.

WHY NOT CELEBRATE MARIETTA'S BIRTHDAY EVENTHOUGH IT WAS 3 DAYS EARLY.

so we quietly shuttled to tampines while making jokes bout marietta if she was malay. We decided to call her MARIAM. yeah. Much more easier to call her mariam anyway. She looks like one

So we told her we wanted to buy cake for my brother's birthday but when we went down the block we whipped out the candles and make her blow the cake. Another note. I cant stick candles in o__o

And I tells you the birthday girl doesnt act the least suprise so im like WTH .DAMMIT .

Nevermind .We all had good laughs.

I decided to walk home while Afiq & Kas went home with the birthday girl.

and it brings us today.

I REBONDED MAH WHOLE HAIR TAKE THAT BIATCHES

so I had to sit for 3 whole hours while the lady barber and the new guy who does a pretty job of washing hair do my hair.

mkay imma show you guys the pictures of my rebond aswell as the snapshots of the bdae girl.

Happy birthday sweets ;]

the hard as hell gel stage. Look how bapakly i look!
After 3 turns of cream and lotions and washes
before the cut. DAMN IM ONE SEXY BEAST! TOLD YOU NAD~
but I decided to go with the decent mat look
how slenge bacin do i look with mah specs?rofl :3

AH HORR BURBDAE GURL PLAY WITH MAH LIGHTER! TELL DADDY D:
pffts camera shy she says
courtesy of idiots are us!
mmmm~~Cake :D

oh look old photo of marietta eating hehe >:)

anyways thats all for now people.

take care ok?!

love you all :D

No wonder

i love this guy.

seriously .____.

is that weird?

dating tips

this just made me laugh like hell

enjoy ;)

EMERGENCY!

IM SOOO SUPER DUPER WOOPER ON THE SIDE SORRY!!

im serious!

I've been damn busy lately I forgot that I had a blog and i forgot to reply everyone sorry -___-

anyways recent updates eh

lets see school is ending on tues which the last day of the exam!whoohoo

hopefully i wont have to take sub papper :S much more risky man

neways went jamming with kas and afiq as usual with 2 extra guest ;)

my bro and marieta.

Apparently they have the same birthday and I forgot bout their dates -___-

haha this time when I manage to sing vely teh good. We forgot to record O__O

RAWWR

2nd note I've changed back to this blog because...well this is much more easy to the eyes i suppose haha

no sense eh but I like it

well I've got new songs here so slowly2 dengar la ehk?

Today is the 1st day of the fasting month and so much things dah telah happen..good lord

haha imagine no cursing drinking green tea and smoking..

dear lord hahaha

my love life update?

" "

there you go. Nothing seriously. hahah kalau ade jodoh tkper tapi tkder rofl

who knows laa.see how

any way took some pictures but marieta doesnt want me to upload her pictures to my blog

RAAAWR nvm

i'll bully you when we're learning guitar >:)

heres all the pictures. enjoy sweets :)

Eddie: Aku spider-man
kas : to be or not to be.that be the question?hmmsk
aint she a doll?
Eddie: Macam bapak orang
I swear this is afiq's 1st reaction whenever I take his picture
Eddie: I was like noway and he was like way so i was like zomg did he?
Eddie: Eh Eh under my umbrella ellla ella eh eh eh
Eddie: RAAAWR

Kas : PHEAR THE LOBANG HIDUNG!
Eddie: Good lord I've been attacked by fingers!!
Nad: Low-rise pants eh? amek kau.bush~

Eddie: zomg-cencored-
Eddie & Afiq : AAAHH ATTACK OF THE HAIR!!

Eddie: CAAAAK

Nad: -trying her best to hold her laugher- Cheeese

i swear this is the most decent picture out of the whole lot

Eddie: haanntuuuuu

Nad: Woi

thats all folks take care

hey guys tommorow's is abang aim's wedding and i cant wait! haha heres a love song for you lovers out there

zee avi- you and me

You were sitting on the coffee table
where you're reading Kierkegaard
Minutes later, you proceeded to say
something that almost broke my heart

You said, "Darling, I am tired of livin' my routined life.
There's so much in the world that i'd like
to soak up with my eyes."
Well, baby i never did stop you from going out to explore
We can do it all together from the colds of the poles
to the tropics of Borneo

Ba da da ba da...

Let's pack our bags
and lie on the easy stream
feel the water on our backs
where we can carry on dreamin'
where we can finally
be where we'd like to be
Darlin', just you and me

Just you and me...

So Darlin', what do you say?
Does that sound like a plan to you?
We can build our own little world
where no one can come through
We can live in huts made out of grass
we can greet father time as he walks pass
we can press feet into the dirt
a little mud, no, it wouldn't hurt

Ba da da ba da ba...

Let's pack our bags
and lie on the easy stream
feel the water on our backs
where we can carry on dreamin'
where we can finally
be where we'd like to be
Darlin', just you and me

Just you and me..

Engkau dan dia harus bersama

I dont feel happy. I should but I dont.

I'm so down right now.Good knows why

hahah my luck eh its like 4.27am and I'm blogging.What a nutcase :S

anyway heres a vid from Taufik Batisah-Usah Lepaskan

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu
Pudar kah sudah cinta yang ku beri
Berwarna warni segala
Yang dijanjikan ia

[Chorus]
Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hati mu di tawan
Usah biar diri ku di sini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu

Usah lepaskan

[Bridge]
Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu
Ku ingin selalu bersama mu

[Repeat Chorus]

Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
Engkau dan dia harus bersama
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita patutnya masih bercinta
Usah lepaskan
Usah lepaskan

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu

no changes?

currently in lecture theatre doing nothing but staring at the screen. URGH troublesome much?

People are saying theres no difference in my hair. I'm like "!@#$%^&" hahha especially mum. Funny la seh. she went to say "Malay barber cut your hair uh?Asal ade atap kau atas?"

-________-

Good lord.

anyway not in a good mood haha but I'm trying to smile.

I realised I've been sleeping later and later this few nights. first at 1.30 then 2.30 then 3.30 and now 4.30?

dear lord thats gonna be loads of trouble.

Some thing's on my mind but I cant say what.

dear lord some one help me?

anyway here's 2 picture of me I just took.

Enjoy laughing to yourself :X

BTW KAS; HAPPY FUCKING 18TH BIRTHDAY YOU SPOILER!!xD

DAH LEH NAIK KERETA DOK! LINCAH GI AMEK LECEN AKU LEH TOMPANG AHAHAHAxD

Oops just found this vid while roaming youtube juust just now. Enjoy eh?

Irwansyah - Camelia


Camelia maafkanlah aku
Karena ku tak bisa temani tidurmu
Camelia lupakanlah aku
Jangan pernah lagi kau temui aku

Kau wanita terhebat
Yang pernah singgah di hatiku
Kau wanita yang tegar
Aku mohon lupakan aku

Sudahlah jangan menangis lagi
Ku rasa cukup sampai di sini
Mungkin di suatu saat nanti
Kau temui cinta yang sejati

Sudah cepat lupakanlah aku
Jangan pernah ungkit masa lalu
Ku takut kekasihku pun tahu
Kau pernah menjadi simpananku

Camelia...

Kau wanita terhebat
Yang pernah singgah di hatiku

reflections of a skyline

"for those who're in love
for those who fell in love
for those who fell out of love
for those who never been in love
for those who never knew what love is
for those who forgot what love ever was
for those who forgot what it meant to be in love"

working on my sketchbook,I'm left with 3 pages whoohoo
gonna cut my hair and go out to work later :S
see ya.

why

i know i know i owe a decent entry instead of another vid but its my blog! ahaha enjoy this entry by secondhand seranade-why which i found on marieta's blog haha

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

flaws and all

My apology for being a bitch yesterday haha
heres a vid to compensate all that ;)
enjoy



Flaws And All lyrics

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you

I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet you see the picture clear as day

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that

I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
And that's exactly what I need

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you

Don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
Catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
You, you, you

living you life

comic from licd

God knows if something is wrong with me.Lappy's harddrive crashed during the weekend which i was planning to do my WDS so I had to wait till today in the morning to pick it up.Apparently everything was reseted due to the restoration which brings me to square one.Bad day eh? haha I dont mind though coz I got most of my work in hard copy already so I gotta put up an all nighter to do my work.Again

haha.I cant get that feeling I've been having this past few weeks.I really hate it.Why should people tell me what to do when I know what I'm doing -most of the time anyway. It isnt as if I go clubbing and come back late or slept with sleezy girls or taking drugs.They maybe right since what Im doing might lead to such a thing but I'm better then that.I'm not stupid.

I'm so sick and tired of everyone saying I cant do this or I have to do that or maybe there's another way of doing.Why cant I live my life? should I be kept in a bubble all my life? Should I be kept away from troubles that will hurt and scare me?

I've always brought this sayings for the past 3 years;"What doesnt kill me makes me stronger so why not do it?" and "living my life to the fullest by the wisest" kinda contradictory isnt it? but who gives a damn. Its what makes me happy.

I've shown concern to people yet they see it as an annoyance.Seriously,I shouldnt have been bothered by you. If I'm that annoying say it straight out and dont see my face ever again.Isnt that better then to curse my name every time I say something to you?

I dont know why but its this type of "attitude" that makes me so sick this back mouthing me,embarresing me and then realising what they did only to laugh it out to the others.Whats wrong with having fun while I'm doing my stuff? Whats wrong in making new friends while having fun? Why should we always bring the worst case scenario every where we go. Yes wost casr scenario is great so that we cant think ahead but if everyone is so pessimestic about everything,to the last single dot,what are you guys doing now?

Just live your fucking life without pulling others down god dammit.

nights people

a decent post Yohohoho, yohohoho

ello there everyone. I did promise a decent entry right? haha so lets go trough the blog updates before enything aites.as you guys can see,I've put up a new blogskin,updated my links and put up a counter.Not too sure bout the counter though seems like no one visited it yet :s. nevermind! I'll grab new readers if I have to! whoooo

haha anyways

there was a presentation on monday.Went better then expected seriously.I feel good bout it and the guys were really sorry for well nt helping much but I should really thank them.They saved me again haah.

well didnt go to school on tues because everyone thought it was e-learning day but apparently it was.Hell broke loose.nuff said bout that

wedsday was well hmm fun haha! went to techno for lunch.Damn been awhile since I've been to that place :D oh yeah preston tagged along for lunch :D stayed back to teach riyas then played CZ! muwahha fun man.Went back around 9? i dunno didnt care

yesterday

didnt bring anything to school.Seriously because was planning to go orchard with the gang! before that we had to wait for appel class for half and hour to find out it was next week gaah! troublesome man.anyway we made our way to orchard when everyone stop at somerset.I also follow la but then they wanted to pick up riyas's gal when I realise I had a date with my old friends. So waved good bye and waited for the next train to orchard.

met joelle first and booked the tickets to harry potter and the half blood prince.Wished they could go a little further though,nt much details rawr D:

Today,did practically nothing besides fantically finding a new blogskin then editing haha.Then later in the evening went to down to slack with mom and all haha.

Yes I know I have a weird family,who doesnt.

Anyway imma leave you all with pictures aites? enjoy

Eddie:I cant tie my tie

Nad: lemme do it

Wati:Macam mak orang
Afiq:Nari nak makan ape ah..hmmm
eddie on seeing the picture on wati's blog: bwahahaha~!! cute XD muwahaha
my chemical geeks?
Eddie:Kiss my hand and offer me coffee as respect.I have spoken dananana anana -tune of the god father-
Eric:Yoshu!

Hafiz:Cak!
JY: watch out! I got 2 bodyguards you know

Riyas:Can you see me now?

Hafiz: CHEEZE
Afiq:I dig my nose because I want to.
Riyas:What?I'm hungry?!

muzammil:waaaat?-most annoying voice ever-

bitter sweet

here's an entry by kanye west. enjoy :)

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me
I dont want you, but I need you,
I love you and I hate you at the very same time

See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, thats what the virgin said
We've been generally warned, thats what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency

And she claim she only with me for the currency,
You cut me deep bitch cut me like surgery

And I was to proud to admit that it was hurtin me
I'd never do that to you at least purposely

We breakin up again we makin up again
but we dont love no more
I guess we fuckin then

Have you ever felt like you wanted to kill her
and you mixed them emotions with tequilla

and you mixed that with a little bad advice
on one of them bad nights
you have a bad fight

and you talkin bout her family her aunts and shit
and she sayin muhfucka yo mama's a bitch
you know domestic drama and shit

All the attitude
ill never hit a girl but ill shake the shit out of you

but im a be the bigger man
big pimpin like jigga man
oh i figure its

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me
I dont want you, but I need you,
I love you and I hate you at the very same time

See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, thats what the virgin said
We've been generally warned, thats what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency

And my nigga says I shouldn't let her worry me
I need to focus on the girls we gettin currently
But I've been thinking and it got me back to sinking it
This relationship, it even got me back to drinking now

This Hennessey, is gon be the death of me

And I always thought that you havin my child was our destiny
But I can't even vibe wit you sexually
Cause every time that I try you will question me
Say "you fuckin them girls, disrespecting me?
You don't see how your lies are affecting me?
You don't see how our life was supposed to be?
And I never let a nigga get that close to me!
And you ain't cracked up to what you was supposed to be!
You always gone! You always be where them hoes would be!"
And it's the first time she ever spilled her soul to me!
I fucked up and I know it G
I guess it's bittersweet poetry

super duper busy

so sorry,super duper effing busy.
I promise to give a decent blog entry and a tag reply as soon as i'm free,hopefully by weds.
anyway

phear his cuteness in all his glory.
Imma call him jon. jon be my kitty

nights all

ps: please feel free to laugh at me tommorow in school but not before the presentations.please and thank you :)

Ku cubah kejam mata tapi tak lena

Izinkan diriku meluahkan rasa,
Maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa,
Biar ku paparkn apa yg terjadi,
Moga engkau tak ulangi.

Sungguh tak ku sangka kau berpaling tadah,
Setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta,
Dalam diam-diam kau sudah berpunya,
Tanpa aku menyedari semuanya.

Aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia,
Bersama si dia insan yang kau suka,
Percintaan kita tak sampai ke mana,
Setakat di bibir saja.

Sayang...
Kau bina mahligai dari air mata,
Yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepiku,
Hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata,
Terhumban rasa diriku.

Oh aduhai ku masih ingati,
Janji manis dan saat romantis,
Kau pintaku supaya setia,
Akhirnya kau yang berubah.

Oh tuhanku tabahkan hatiku,
Temukan dengan ketenangan jiwa ini,
Dibelasah rindu,
Tetapi apa dayaku.

Ku cuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena,
Keranaku masih teringat pada mu,
Begitu payah nya nak ku melupakan,
Pernah kah kau memikirkan oh sayang...

wake me up when september ends

yeah I drew that,feeling quite tired as usual.Must be the flu and me sneezing out blood.Jy says its because I'm too hot. I know right muwahahah.I think some tissue tore because I sneezed too hard,nothing to worry about on the secondhand I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO QN 4 OF ASSIGNMENT 1 OF THE @#$#%^& JAVA.GRRR.
Imma as around to see anyone can help me.seeya people :)
ps:dora I aint rotting at home
Ps:Ann got a new body haha nt sure I like it since its hard for me to touch her and stuff :S

nights all :D

new in town

heres a little nice song from a new artist called little boots

heres new in town,enjoy :)

Heard you’re New in town
Want someone to show you around
Well no-one knows this place just quite like me
Well I don’t, hang with the crowd
Where I go, were dressing down
I’ll take you where the music plays for free

So don’t rely on people you meet
Cause no-one is safe in these streets

I’m gonna take you out tonight
I’m gonna make you feel alright
I don’t have a lot of money
But we’ll be fine
No, I don’t have a penny
But I’ll show you a good time
I’m gonna take you out tonight
I’m gonna make you feel alright
I don’t have a lot of money but we’ll be fine
No, I don’t have a penny
But I’ll show you a real good time

What I do, you think so far
Is it all your hoping for
Does it live up to your every dream
Or do, we disappoint
While you make the choice
When you wake up can you hear a scream

So don’t rely on people you meet
Cause no-one is safe in these streets

I’m gonna take you out tonight
I’m gonna make you feel alright
I don’t have a lot of money
But we’ll be fine
No, I don’t have a penny
But I’ll show you a good time
I’m gonna take you out tonight
I’m gonna make you feel alright
I don’t have a lot of money
But we’ll be fine
No, I don’t have a penny
But I’ll show you a real good time

Cause I know how it feels to be alone
When strangers only make you feel apart
You never, ever felt so far from home
You never felt so far from home

I’m gonna take you out tonight
I’m gonna make you feel alright
I don’t have a lot of money
But we’ll be fine
No, I don’t have a penny
But I’ll show you a good time
I’m gonna take you out tonight
I’m gonna make you feel alright
I don’t have a lot of money
But we’ll be fine
No, I don’t have a penny
But I’ll show you a real good time

i dont feel like talking lately,dont know why just dnt feel like it.meh
haha nite people or morning either or haha

day and nite

I cant see proper no more these days at night.

my feel so tired during the mornings and cant sleep at night.

m body keeps fidgeting by itself again.

I'm trying my best to control it and not worry anyone

but I'm not worried bout myself.

Never was never been.

My friend is sick.really sick I'm worried bout him now hopefully he'll recover and the 6 of us will have good times again

I'm trying so hard to keep everything and everyone I achieved over this 5 months.

I'm willing to put my last time so everyone around me is finally smiling

Dont tell me to give up on you when deep down I feel like giving up

Its like putting a gun at me at blank point.

Its great to help someone but it makes me so sick to the gut when whatever I said always falls on deaf ears.

I'm beat,I'm sorry

But I'm trying my best.

Yet every day I keep pushing myself,smiling so no one has to fret

I tried not smiling and everyone around me that day asked if I was ok

Everyone changes I know that,some dont.

I wanna make sure everyone makes happy but what about me.

No one I tried to keep hold on to spared a thought bout me.

No one I tried to keep hold on to asked if I'm ok.

If you keep pushing me when I try to help,then I wont bother.Thats how I do things

If I try helping and yet you never listen and get hurt again,I wont waste my breathe

because

I feel so angry

I feel so mad

I feel so pissed

I feel so depressed

I feel so dissapointed

I feel so hurt

I feel so lost

I feel so speechless

Nevermind I'm just having a bad week thats all.

have a fucking nice day,because I aint having much