These Silent Scream

"Within that 10 seconds,I felt as if every bit of my was being thrown away with a cough.I was breathless.I was scared.What if that was my breathe?Have I done anything great enough to leave an impression in others?

My Mentality was being to shatter as my body did.But it wasn't only my body and mind that was shattering,my entire life and those around it too.My Family.If Everyone lived their own world who'd care for the others.

At this point I felt like a hypocrite,I helped others but what did I do for my family.Everything I know was breaking apart.

I thought that I had enough swallowing my pride thats why I'd ignore others pleas but then it struck me.What is pride?Cant you be proud that you help others.Cant you be proud that you made others laugh and smile.I might be smiling genuinely but wouldnt a fake smile comfort others just as much as a real one?

All i know was I have to pick myself up slowly and move slowly.I have to accept that I've fallen down.All i need now is to pick myself up and do it with a smile.I dont mind if i'm gonna be called crazy.

I made my way towards my bed and stared at the mural I painted as I laid my head to rest.There was only one question I havent answered myself yet."Would my Novacaine be the result of my timely downfall..."-anon

Sorry for not updating,too busy enjoying school life,dragging lappy to school,picking my nose,knocking syimah on her head,annoying ayie at his work place,making new friends and goof off,skipping and prancing down the lab hall,learning how to do web page designs and stuff,trying to get this lady's attention,righting old wrongs and of course sleeping in the weeee hours.

Anyway my class is super duper fun.Having great laughs with them.Its really weird how easy we can bond though.I have a feeling that jingyi is mind controlling the other classmates -shifty eyes-.

Tp is really like a work place though,you have to apply for everything u need,mc,leave and even the study room =__=But the whole place is awesome.Freedom there is freaky I can say since I'm a guy of discipline -coughcough-

heres some random convo between me and my friends ;
Eddie:(mostly)Everyone forgot mine (birthday) a long time ago so i dont bother bout it
Syimah: -.- dude,youre insane or something.I think we have an emergency
Eddie:.....
~
Anyway I'd upload pictures once i feel like it so toodle loo <3
and someone drag me out to play billard pleeeaase?

bored

Family,brothers&lovers

So proud of this lil mutha fucker.He's got a long way to go but he's getting there.He might be stepping on lions tail,but I'll be the one grabbing its jaws to live another day.

Anyways I have my own debit card!weeweet!best nyer.Dad wanted to go to the bank before Friday prayers to update his bank book thats when I decided to make my very own account.Go-Card.Pretty awesome.Its like a debit card/ATM card..I'm talking too much bout this -suspicious stare-

After all the hoo-haas were finish,we were late for prayers =____=
who'd guess?pffts.
Wanted to meet Ayie at work but he wasnt there.Mutha fucker =____=
Dad made some freaking jokes about the girls in FBT.He called em air-con pants.get my drift?
Got home after bought a lightbulb which didnt fit into the screw in the end.sheesh now i gotta go out and buy a new one...troublesome i tellsya

not gonna say anything else personal though.Not in the mood.
So anyway catch ya all on the flipside

quizzes

To get my mind off things I decided to do a bunch of quizzes on blogthings.Here's all of wht i got

You Are Affectionate

Your life is full of love and friendship - and you always have more to give. You have an open heart. You are willing to take that leap and put your faith in people. You see the good in everyone and everything. You are a very sympathetic person. The people you love make you very happy. You feel warmly toward those around you.

What Kind of Happy Are You?

You Would Win Best Director

You are a mastermind with a great plan. You can visualize what you want in life. You are good at leading people and helping them do what you want. You are an excellent coach and teacher. You are a hard worker, and you're willing to see a project to completion - no matter how difficult it gets. You have the both capacity and drive to be an amazing director. Most importantly, you have the vision that's needed.

What Would You Win an Oscar For?

Your Valentine's Day Personality is Heartbroken

Valentine's Day is something you could potentially enjoy, but not this year. It just brings up too many bad feelings and memories for you right now. That's the problem with Valentine's Day. It's a double edged sword. The better it feels when you're in a couple, the worse it feels when you're single.

What's Your Valentine's Day Personality?

You Attract a Capricorn

When down to earth, responsible, loyal Capricorn meet you, they've met their match. You are as ethical as Capricorn, and they respect your values You are also able to be a loyal and caring partner to your Capricorn, even when times are tough. You are there to cheer up or motivate your Capricorn - which never goes unappreciated.

What Sign Do You Attract?

-cough-anycapriconhere-cough-

You Would Be a Good Spouse 85% of the Time

You have what it takes to be an amazing wife or husband. You are caring, patient, giving, and romantic. You are willing to work for a marriage. More than anything, you're not about to let your ego ruin a relationship. You are humble and unselfish. And that's the key to being a good spouse.

Would You Be a Good Wife or Husband?

You Are 45% Kissable

Believe it or not, you are generally not very kissable. Someone who loves you may be able to kiss you anyway, but it could be more enjoyable. Make sure you have the freshest breath and whitest teeth possible. And relax a little! If you seem confident and healthy, you will get kissed a lot more.

How Kissable Are You?

so I'm a smoker,I'll just find someone who smokes too..buwahahaha X]

Your Height Says You're Daring

You are a true adventurer, and you live for the thrill. You have a lot of charisma, and you're good at convincing people to join you in your schemes. You are open to the world, and you make connections easily. You have lots of friends. You are likely to have many life paths to choose from. There are many possibilities open to you. You are about as tall as the average British man.

What Does Your Height Say About You?

You Are Demure Sexy

You are sexy because you are reserved. You keep most of your passion hidden. In truth, you are a very sensual and sexual person. But you mostly keep this to yourself. You are secretly very interested in sex and very open minded. You definitely have a wild side most people don't know about. You are comfortable with every aspect of your sexuality... but you don't flaunt it. When you're finally alone with someone you trust, it's like flipping a switch. You're sexually savvy, exciting, adventurous, and carefree. No one would ever guess it!

What's Sexy About Your Name?

did not know that..I swear

You Are Kidnapping

You love to be in control. You are incredibly dominant. A part of you even likes to make people suffer. It's all about power! You love to take risks, especially if the potential payoff is huge. But you wouldn't be in crime only for the money. You're twisted enough to just enjoy screwing with people.

What Felony Are You?

oooo~rope~

You Are an Eyebrow Piercing

You are unique, quirky, and more than a little eccentric. You cultivate the weirder sides of your personality, and you don't mind sharing them. Ever since you were a kid, you've had strong opinions. You've never been like everyone else, and you're okay with that. And you've always been able to tell people exactly what you think - even when they don't want to hear it. You love to create, dream, imagine, and communicate. You live in your own universe. And unlike most people who live in their own little world, you're happy to invite anyone in!

What Piercing Are You?

I always thought i was a eye raiser..geddit?

anyways thats all I have fer ya
Take Care aites?
see ya soon

i'm suppose

I'm suppose to blog my trip to kl but I'm too butt lazy soo yeah.DENIED~
anyways tdy i went out to bugis with Fadhly and Alvin.Gosh I missed the two fellows.
I had to deliver my mom's cheque 1st at OUB bank.seems like every time i go out i havta go to the bank area =___=.
Anyways,We were suppose to meet at 12 but I kinda got excited and left the house around 11..so i practically had half an hour left.What to do,What to do?
ROAM THE FUCKING MALL!!
yeah.its been awhile since i just well roamed the mall just for that sake of it.I'm the get in get out,get no trouble kind of dude.But today wasnt my typical day today i suppose.
Apparently if I dont look scary I'm very nice..so i got approached by alot of stall vendors..nuff said.
Met Fadhly and there we go to Bugis.talks bout her and stuff and before we knew it we were at the center of bugis mall o____o
Alvin popped up behind us when we were heading to the mrt to pick him up.No idea how he did it but he did.Anyway Alvin was kind enough to let me have a puff.-usually he'd be go away or something like that-
a la and a dah we were walking around Bugis Street.Alvin and I manage to find Fadhly some straight cuts!whoohoo!he look awesome in it.All he needs now is a set of confidence!-who the hell am I to say that..sheesh-
Anyways we went our way to Soul Garden for some meat!been a long time since I went there.terribly fun!Met Zul and his gal too.Akward but decided to play the goof like everyone thought I'd be.

After Soul Garden we went to the Arcade.Alvin rocks in this kind of stuff.I'm going it old school buwahaha-inside joke-

after that we all headed our seperate ways..

-p.s sry for the sudden change..something cropped up,havta go
tc everyone

spoof

so hey,I'm back and feeling way better.Not sure thats a good thing though.Its probably because I've been away from you for so long.Its like a cold turkey treatment thats gone like its suppose to.But I dont want to let you go.I want to show the greater side of life.It aint that great and I've got not a dime to my name.But I'll give you all I have to make you better.

Anways here's the music suggestion of the week/month.Soulja boy finnally made a good song.Seriously.Its kiss me through the phone featuring Sammy

(Soulja Boy Tell Em)
[[Chorus: Sammie]]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
I'll see you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home

[[Verse: Soulja Boy]]
Baby, I know that you like me
You my future wifey SouljaBoyTellEm
yeah you could be my bonnie I could be your clyde
You could be my wife Text me, call me
, I need you in my life yeah
All that, everyday I need ya
And everytime I see ya my feelings get deeper I miss ya,
I miss ya I really wanna kiss you but I can't

[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two (678) 999-8212

[[Chorus: Sammie]]
Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home

[[Verse: Soulja Boy]]
Baby, I been thinking lately
So much about you
Everything about you, I like it, I love it
Kissing you in public
Thinking nothing of it Roses by the dozen
Talking on the phone
Baby you so sexy your voice is so lovely
I love your complexion I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya I really wanna kiss you but I can't

[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two (678) 999-8212
[[Chorus: Sammie]]
Baby you know that I miss you I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone)
See you when I get home
[[Bridge: Soulja Boy]]
She call my phone like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
We on the phone like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
We taking pics like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
She dial my number like
(da da dadadada da da dadadada da da..)
[Sammie]
Six seven eight triple nine eight two one two (678) 999-8212

[[Chorus: Sammie]]
Baby you know that I miss you I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone
(kiss me thru the phone) See you later on..
Kiss me thru the phone (kiss me thru the phone) See you when I get home

another is boyonce-halo
self explained :)


thats all folks

who am I kidding

who am i kidding.I'm nt that great of a guy.I cant even keep myself straight these days.Why am I always head over heels for the girl whose nice to me?Because they actually talk to me?God knows.i try so hard to impress you.Trying to make you smile.Trying to be the white knight when deep down I'm just a nobody.I dont know anything bout you.I try to get ur attention but what you gave me was always what I didnt expect.They knock me back of my feet.I try not to be all goofy around you but you notice them anyway.I know your keeping your distance from me even though your saying your not.For some reason you know that I'm upset even though I try my bestest to smile and goof off.I feel everything's gonna be ok whenever i'm without and the second I'm not around you,I feel so lethargic.You've become my own brand of heroin.All I want to do is hug you and never let go.But I cant.I know we're just too different.How I wish I could be there for every moment of your sadness.Be the reason that you smile.But I'm not.I should forget bout you.Everything about you.Those eyes,that "no worries look" or the "blur"look.those lips.Everything about you.But I cant sleep till your next to me..I fraid I cant let you go too soon I suppose..but who am I kidding

nites everyone

blabla

hey all!to escape the question what i did for valentine which was actually is the celebration of some dead couple and what i've been doing and also nt to answer how the hell i gt my ankle burned/scald imma make up a quiz and let you guys do it.Smart eh?

1.If you could be anywhere right now,where would you be?
probably out of bed,away from bro and his guitar and go out with meh friends

2.Whacha doin?
Editing my blog playlist so you guys can listen what good music is actually is?

3.If you could be anyone right now,who would it be?
Bruce.Wayne.nuff said

4.What instrument(s) that you wished you could play?
Guitar and piano so I could sweep anyone off their feet.heck yeah

5.Whats the song your currently listenting to?
right now?My Chemical Romance - dead.Why?

6.Do you love sticks?
WTF?HECK YEAH!!all kinds!long ones,short ones,chop stick,mesuring stick,sharp stick..

7.Do you google yourself?
I aint narcassist.I just youtube myself thats all.

8.Whats on your feet now?
a skin bubble.Dont ask.dont need to know.

9.Who ya chatting with right now?
No one actually.Which is pretty sad....

10.Ninjas or Pirates
I prefer the two.I call them Pirja or ninja pirates.Either way they sound cool.

11.Do you own a facebook?
why do you wanna add?

12.Do you think that the birds and cockroaches are in conspirancy together?
yeah.dont trust em roaches..I swear they tried to take over my room

13.Whacha think of Twilight?
I watched it twice.gosh there was no manly word in that sentence.

14.What did you do during valentines?you now you wanna tell?
I was crying in pain while hot tea was all over my right ankle and now that i look at it the skin bubble looks like hearts.Irony.

15.Did you get a present for you loved one?
got,had,still have,question out of bound sry

16.who do you wanna send this to?
lets see.Those who read this,nana,fadhly,elle,nisha.I know you guys lurk this blog!admit it!

early valentine

early valentine

Roses are Red
voilets are Blue
A part of me yearns for you
A part of me walks away from you

I can be many things
I know how to impress
I know how to hurt

I love you more then anything
I wanted you more
I dont you to go

I dont want you
I want to let you go

You made me mad
You made me stumble like a fool

I know 51 lines to impress a girl
I never use it on you

To see you smile
Makes me head over heels

To see you smile
Gives me the worst nightmares I've ever heard

Roses are Red
Voilets are Blue

We both love you

it should be

tdy is the eve of my bdae.I should be happy that I'm turning 17.but no.I'm nt coz of the recent events.Dont worry I'll just start with the good part

Saturday,Abang Aim invited me to play tennis with him and his friend.since i never played tennis and it has been a long time since i hang out with him so i accepted his offer.He picked me up at 11 and I made a new friend.His name is Muhammad and his from france.Woah.Very religeous fellow i tell you.While in the car he told me bunch of stuff from his trips around the world,his home in france the traffic and cars in Germany.They have phones in their freaking cars and they have no speed limit.how awesome is that?!Went to changi something club and played tennis.Since it was freaking hot I took off my polo T leaving a singlet on.At the end of the game when we took a deep at the pool ,which was awesome coz no one was there,I had a tan D: and with the singlet thingy marking oh noes.Went back after that coz i was super uber tired D:

Worked yesterday and then today.I missed the eclipse coz of work.I havta work tmr.I feel freaking tired.

your not making it better for me.
I tried to be there for you.
I tried to make u smile at every chance.
You didnt see my love and effort.
You hurt me even if you didnt know it
I know its nt my provocative to tell you what to do.
but you've been like my best friend all this while.
People dont see what I see in you.
I'm giving up on both of you.
I dont have the will to carry one
love can only push me so far for you
I knew i could take what wasnt mine
your heart belonged to someone else along time ago.
Be it that I'm the rebound guy
I was there for you
You still didnt see it.
I'm giving up on you

respected colour code.go figure what means what

nites everyone

I'm sorry

I'm soo sorry guys.I tried to vlog but it just didnt upload..waited for 2 hours still no uploaded video.so yeah.Anyways heres an update with life.The neighbours's downstairs had a lil baby and gosh the lil baby looked soo cute.Last monday, kak mariam had gave birth too a heathly lil baby.Gosh she was adorable =).anyways,recently keep hanging out fadhly,joelle and farah when I'm nt working.Its fun hanging out with them,I get to talk alot then I normally do which i dont as u can see in my posts....yeah.*cough*.The sad thing is none of them knows how to play pool D:

anyways heres the song of the week
James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings


Let me hold youFor the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you

It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up

I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything

That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save

It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough

To make it all okay
You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything

That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurtsAnd lies worse
I can’t like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before
But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurtsAnd lies worse
I can’t like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last change to feel again

nt in the mood

I'm nt in the mood for any blardy yappin so I'm leaving you all with another video for the weekend
enjoy...

Peterpan - Ku Katakan Dengan Indah

Music Video of the week
Peterpan - Ku Katakan Dengan Indah




Ku Katakan Dengan Indah

Ku katakan indah dengan terbuka hatiku hampa
Sepertinya luka menghampirinya
Kau beri rasa yang berbeda mungkin ku salah...
Mengartikannya yang ku rasa cinta

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

Membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan yang t'lah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhirikau

buatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagikau uatku
merasakan yang tak terjadi

Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku tak tertahan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi

Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Oooo...ooo...ooo...ooo...melihatmu

translation
I'm saying it beautifully
I'm saying it beautifully, honestly, that my heart is empty
It is as if wound is approaching it
You give me a different feeling, maybe I'm wrong
To recognize it. What I feel is love

But my heart always glorify/elevate you
Excessively elevating you, always

You broke my heart, breaks it again
You broke my heart to look at you
You light up my soul, dim it again
You broke my heart to look at you

But my heart always glorify/elevate you
Excessively elevating you, always

Making me fall down and fall down again
Making me feel things that is not happening
All the best and that have passed
All that stop without me ending it

You make me fall down and fall down again
You make me feel things that is not happening
All the best and that have passed
All that stop without me ending it

But my heart always glorify/elevate you
Excessively elevating you, always

You broke my heart, I can't hold on any longer
You broke my heart to look at you
You light up my soul, dim it again
You broke my heart to look at you

You broke my heart, broke it all over again
You broke my heart looking at you
You light up my soul, dim it again
You broke my heart to look at you

You broke my heart, broke it all over again
You broke my heart looking at you

You broke my heart, broke it all over again
You broke my heart, broke it all over again

You broke my heart looking at you
o.... looking at you

rants

5 FACTS YOU NEED TO KNOW BOUT SABRI

no1. I follow it on the " 1st come 1st serve" which means when usually some one asks me out and then theres a second I'll just say no to the second.It also goes with buying gifts.So if you see me spoiling someone to death,thats the reason right there.

no2. 60% of people I meet think I'm in my 18 to 20's.Its pathetic yet awesome.

no3. I dont go out often.Seriously.You have to drag me out of the house or give me a wake up call.

no4. My family and close friends call me Bee/Abi.I know its what u call ur darling.screw you.

no5. I care what people think.Very sad eh?

alot of reasons to explain

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!



i suppose i have tons of explaining to do eh?well I'll explain everything in this post.so there.

I HAVE NO LIFE.NO LIFE=NOTHING T0 BLOG.



haha well 60% of it is true.Is that I do all day:sleep ,eat, grow fat like a gorrila,work.repeat.

I'm serious other then the occasional going out to play pool/billiard with stepharina and my bro.Sadly recently I didnt have a chance to go out to play pool so pleaaasse someone drag me out of my house so i can play pool D:



I was stressed recently eventhough i hide it, joelle,fadhly and farah somehow saw through my farcade..pffts smartasses :D

So they dragged me out(thats the way u should get me out of the house) and we went to centurary square to watch YES MAN.blardy awesome yeah.We went to food something..I cant remember the name.

bla bla and bla went to the pasar malam infront of century square."Taught" Fadhly how to hanggle and he gots a cheaper watch.



Yesterday I was freaking bored so I asked joelle if I could hang with her till 6 plus plus.She said O.K so I went to pick her up after work.Its nothing seriously dont get the wrong impression.anyway after we had ice cream we went to expo to see her cousin.While we/she was waiting for her cousin to end her shift,everything I kept bottled up,the reasons that I kept on running.I think I feel the exhaustion only now.Its like re-using ur fuel over and over again even if its dirty or what not.Until when your finally let go,you got nothing else to run on and you stall.

well yeah.



Nicotine level risen up drastically so I've been trying to cut down.See I'mma good boy :D.

Work has also piled up on me.Sucks that I took 1 week off to paint my room,now I cant rest :(

lol.I can go on I hope.Anyway thats all for now then

much love everyone =)



p.s. Nana if your reading this ur freakin xmas pressent is getting cloudy/less shiney*hint hint*

*FTW A PART OF MY PAINTED WALL!!i look like a retard =S*

alot of reasons to explain

your smile

"I can never be your man for some reason.I dont know why.whenever I'm around you,all my problems seems to go away.
I wanna make u smile
I want to be there to stop your tears
I want to be the guy who takes youe breathe away
but i cant
You cherished his love,his kiss,his touch and all in between
How could I ever match up to that
I'm just your fat friend
nothing else,
neither lover nor brother
I'm just the fat friend.
But your smile I'll always keep in my mind coz i have never seen ur lips smile such away"

cold swear

i wake up cold sweat 3 times in a row this week.Dreams of me dieing;getting stabbed.
i'm thankful that I didnt take that plunge 2 years ago but i have no idea where am i to go now.
when people smoke to chill,i smoke and i keep thinking all sorts of things.
When i'm in thoughts;all i feel is loneliness.
I'm scared but i keep smiling
it makes the pain less hurtful.
but I'm still scared.
someone help.

farwell

Goodbye Isnt Goodbye.Its just the end of the prologue of the new begining.

yes I know I havent been updating as i should.graduation was a blast.food, farewells and goodbyes.Some how deep down i felt sad coz it'd be the last time I'll see all these faces in the school.I never get to disturb Fong Ee again,contradict suhaimi's theories,see the china town girls trying to sneak in food or argue with teachers.I'll nvr get to annoy the shit of out stepharina anymore.

Then there was the prom.I felt like i was the most underdressed guy there.Everyone was beautiful.the night before I booked a limo of 7 seater since syahrin,steph,aryani and izzati were going with me.Wait for syahrin and we went to pick up steph at q's house.She was beautiful.That's the only thing I can say.then we went to pick up aryani and izzati at aryani's house.they were stunning.So we went to the royal plaza on scotts hotel and we waited for the event to start.At that point of time i felt really underdressed. Anyways it was a great event.Took a cab back with Wee kiat,Alex and Steph.Knock out.Photos are here enjoy.


goofballs

Jokers R usLovely Ms zaleha`Colgate add
Sachok boys of the class
Ah lian with mat rep?whoa?nahh
2 of the 4 sweetest teachers in the world
The lady with the perfect accent
and you wonder where i get my goofyness?i got it from a teacher

Stunning galFadlhy-the listening ear =)
besties
and the malay boys

what about now

Song: Chris Daughtry - What about now

I feel like crap.Honestly the different sides of me are tearing me up.But I smile.People tell me problems about their life and people.I keep smiling.I keep telling myself that their burdon is way much worse then mine.But now I wonder if they should be whining or should I keep thinking that they dont know anything about pain.Everyone thinks that their right.No one wants to let down.
I dont know whats wrong with me..maybe its one of those days
I dont feel like me anymore
but who is me?
I know i need to make a decision..now might be the time.

nites or morning whatever you prefer

till then

i bet ur dieing to see what my report book says right?so here it is..

sabri is a cery talented and artistic young man who always gives his best in whatever he does.His easy-going nature has won him a lot of friends,and his reponsible nature has won him the trust of others.Sabri is also level-headed and calm,and always been able to keep cool under all circumstances.His leadership qualities also shone when he was a part of the Student Council and he as contributed significantly to the creative running of school events.Way to go!



spiffy ey?anyways I wont be blogging or holding back no more.Off to O's.
wish me luck

"Gonna wait for you only till my last cigarette burns because I waited too long for you to climb that apple tree"-Sabri