when you cant wake up

when you cant wake up in the morning and sleep at night.
when you cant eat during lunch but your stomach is grumbling in the evenings
when you cant laugh if your friends make stupid jokes or cry when something bad happens

either you're in love, having a bad day or both.

welcome to my life now go fuck yourself

because

because I cant find reasons to wake up in the morning any more I dont feel like me even though I keep hiding it. it sucks.

anyway here are photos. not gonna label them all or am I? see how ah

afiq with my art project

zoinkers! ghost

oddly it was mold to my face but it looks nothing like me

today while at ubi waiting for afiq during his F.T.

ayid a.k.a felicia with jing yi

riyas with a little of ayid never hurt

the photo im most proud of taking. i dont know why

their bff's till death :]

bfff - qouted by bubu

dunno la what this siao girl doing~

beng with ah lian. nice right?

bubu being..bubu

yushhoo~

another set of bff .__.

afiq at hei sushi

anif at hei sushi

my raw salmon

bus ride

the only decent photo with marieta that night

fishy fishy face

marieta with her loli

eric ting refuses to take his photo

armstrong

selamat tinggal

someone cheer me up because I feel low as fuck

-nights

lucky on a unlucky day

Raya was fun not gonna go into details though but tell you this; what dad said made me cry.

What he said made me was the reason I changed years back and I'm glad I truly am.

anyway on to today. I thought there was a performance at esplanade today so I clever clever ajak rafiqqa and in the end it turned out it was yesterday so she decided to stay home and I crashed with afiq and his new friend :D had tons of laughs seh.

My specs are broke though so I have to use my spare ones. Never knew the degrees were so high back then. Dammit :/

anyway did some shopping at penny and got 2 clothes! haha

I have no mood to blog actually. I might start whinning if I do so I wont :D

but tell you this

I'm damn lucky on an unlucky day :D mkay enjoy ah the pictures ehk

-nights

so cute >..< ah another cute baby for you
the overhead incharge of hari raya. She like directs everything. WOW right?
ah here's the bapak of the family. very bapakly as you can see
my room on raya. So pretty kan kan?

ah muzzamil. Dah bujang jugak lahabao ni

ni budak askar haha
10 years down the road if he becomes a matrep tk gune kene jugak la die
anak bujang mak aku tau! haha
faezin :]
my mom and echa wawa wa look like marieta too bad didnt get a good shot of her
uncle anie best uncle ever. well not the best but the friendliest i suppose
i call her mak. mak = grandma
eh auntie fatima malu gak?
ahk tengok aku bapak la sial :] baik dok
kak mariam and her husband. abang usoff
another blurr image :/
the newly married abang aim. ehk muzzamil in the photo style ke per budak
mak :]
ayah with nabiha
ahk tengok tv aku best kan
nabiha again
ni mulut banyak ni. besar besar jadi cam yani eh yani ;]
aunti whidah
uncle ussop and abang aim. berbual aper entah
aper ni budak budak main psp
ayah in the phone.idk if you can se khai in the background
cak!
karishma's sister. I forgot her name
joel with the wtf face
best times with poly friends

bluek!!
another bapak orang pose
cam gigi ok? can pose for colgate add?
ah cak!
dengar metal plak dehni
marieta never knew :]
nad nad pikir aper tu
kas is thinking bout the future
after work

eh malu pulak mentang2 dah bacin susun kueh malu ah
ah amek kau muker aku
mak ehkk
muker slumber sook
dinner event with nad and her relatives. dont know how i got involved but i did
muker bitch
was in the bus with afiq and the guy infront of us had a funny face. had to take it la
afiq in the dark baik pe
eh muker plaster nampak
forgot where i took this
scenary 2
scenary 3
esplanade rooftop

-nights