good as blind

he gave me two days of mc..on 2 days..2 days..but better then nothing right?but darn when i go out i have to use shades.people will think I'm showing off.no choice its either that or people screaming like hell.yeah..I admit I'm probably that lucky in the past but i'm gonna pull it through till my lady luck returns.hopefully.
please dont feel sad or pitty me.It'll only remind me that i'm at my limits.
yes my body and mind is crying for me to rest.I will but doesnt mean for ever.
right now,I just wanna recover,go back to school and back to npcc.

tc all

been so long

Hey guys..sorry bout not blogging these days..been so busy..NPCC,meeting,work and if you didn't notice,reconstructing the blogskin.. no I didnt do it..the original piece is from this guy the dude is an awesome artist so are his friends..stop by and check sometime.. I do..

Anyway with alot of things happening, I cant remember or tooo tired to blog a thing..I just got back from work and I dont know why I'm still up..my ankles are puffing up..darn..the reason I'm not going back to work[theres 2 events today] is because the boss said I over worked myself and she's scared I faint..>_<".

I suppose I owe some updates..

K..I went to shooting competition with Gabriel last Sunday and we manage to enter to semi finals but got knocked out..but it was a good experience..One of the coaches said we could be like the rest[ out of 10 teams,8 are professional shooters..guess who were the other teams -_-].

on Weds and Thurs, went to PK course which made a lot of people fall asleep..couldnt thought the girls behind my seat were f 'cking noisy..I wont say which school though..yeah..Mr. Loh gave us "new licenses"[if you play FF12 you'll understand] to wear our uni.

Just now,woke up about 8 to leave to Pasir Ris...God.. the people there can give you a back ache..never mind,atleast I made some money for myself..then came back about 5 but lay around till 6 or 7 cant remember and did this blogskin..would be nice if someone commented on it =).
k thats all..i need rest..I still havent done my 7 assignments..crude...nevermind..bye all

Coughing like hell now,I have no idea how I caught it but I just did...Today's weather made me very sleepy..even woke up at 10...thats a first..usually I'd wake up by 8 latest..newayz left the house at 12.30 because a few of us,shao hui,azri,ms hidayah and me wanted to go to beach road to check out some Npcc stuff.The ride was pretty long though and I didnt know the mrt was really deep..

Beach Road was pretty cool,bargain here and there,and got a few stuff for myself.Than after that Ms Hidayah so kind blanjah us makan..than I,Shao and azri went back earlier coz her fiance came..dont disturb her la..so I went and tapau mutton chop with my own money which ironically tasted like beef coz its hard and dark.nvm.In the mrt train,the three of us talked about guns,music,suicide by mrts..yeah...still thinking bout that one...scary image..

Arrived home kinda tired but I didnt want to sleep so I took a shower and just layed on the couch...

Pretty worned out...seriously.I want to push myself to my limits but I always fail..I know I can do better,but why do I "fail"?does this mean I'm at my limit?Touch wood..I just need something to push me to my edge..I cant wait though..alot of things need to be done..I dont know what I'm doing these days..I always get wounded no matter what to outcome..got to do something bout that.

I realise something,why do I always fall ofr girls I know I have no hope with..I dont get it?
She's out of my leaugue..seriously.I mean she gots tons of admirers and her ex bf is way more dedicated to her.I dont know if she'd like the gift I bought for her..Nevermind..I got school tommorow,so its so long and good night guys good luck for ur exams results