hey guys whatsup.This few weeks as been such a mess for me.hmm worldly events.priorities first i suppose.Exams are this Friday and i still have no bloody idea what to do for my art exam...god.There were some events and upcoming ones in Npcc.lets see.Umm I was the head orginasor for Promotion day a few weeks ago.than I,Samson,fong yi and Yi ling go to Hougang Sec.I'm telling you,no tampines people should go there by bus.You will cry.how?example if u taking bus 72.Ten mins on the ride should bring you to ur destination..should.We were stuck in a forest.Another 10 min.Still in tampines.only after much calling,cursing we manage to get there.did some pt ah.
We got new instructions on the speed shooting and got some marksman tryout.I got 92/100 with 10 bullets!yeah!newayz Mr loh also send me and atikah to npdp as spectators.Over there suddenly got 1 white cate with black tail and years lie down infront of the spectator stand.lol.oh Yeah I'm also a sub for NDP.haha means my whole 15 saturdays will be gone!sad seh.nvm la,this is a once in a life time experience.
seems like i'm also becoming rusty with my guitar cords.so sad.newayz I returned working every sun and taken up archery.Which means i'm dead.all so good for me but can i cope?not sure havent try it out.Also seems like Gabriel changed alot,not sure if its for the worst.=S.
My body seems to get weak everyday.my arms and feet are screaming for mercy but something in me wants to move on.Maybe its what I told someone.I also did something i may regret in the future.Now I still can taste it burning in my throat.
My body these days is getting complicated.I sometimes feel so angry so much and sad same time.I want vomitc and cry.Seems what everyone said and did to me is getting to my head.Its heaving my burden.It sucks.I just really want to sleep,dream and draw things i want to do.Funny thing is, I dont really have a dream,I just do what they want and keep wandering nowhere to go.the path is getting complicated so I need a route,a dream.
sounds stupid but thats what i'm thinking right now.I'm tired of today's work and my ankle is killing me.night all