February 14, 2008

valentines

mood:moodless
song :boys like girl - hero heroine

oh valentine.what troubles you gave me
I'm not in the mood..seriously..
tired of this..chasing love and such..
heres something i made up.

" I'm tired of chasing after what i cant reach,
surprising me at every move i make
You've caught me off guard one too many times
you make my knees weak and shiver
with you I'm shivering-both scared and excited at the same time
I just want to be there for you
ever second.every minute.every hour
because whenever I'm with you
I feel like a hero
because you caught me off guard,
it makes me think
it makes me feel
thats why
I wont chase you,
its too predicable
I'm not in the mood because its the only mood i can get
or else i feel really down,really low.
thats why I want to be with you.
the one that I cant live without.
my valentines..
my bloody valentine "


and now for pics





February 10, 2008

it looks to me

mood: everyone stop with the nagging..
song: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Cant Stop


And I wonder if its all for youread the bottom part to understand the pic

1st thing 1st.
Happy Chinese New Year.
what do people do on cny?visit other people bah!!anyway this would be my 1st visit so I was pretty excited soo.. on FRIDAY..this is what happened

After prayers went to yi ling's house but guess what..i got lost -___-""sad right?haha after 20 minutes i managed to reach to her house.I was seriously "pai sey-ed" going to her house alone.Over there was ken,gou yan,hui ping, and tons of people...too bad the all spoke in chinese and played mahjong..kinda felt left out...nvm bah..to the sake of goodwill,I stayed there and joke around..haha.and I'm not a good cheater while playing cheat =S..too "gentleman".
soon it was 5,all of us went down.Most went down to slack..kinda hungry because 1 whole day didnt eat..exited haha -_______-(can blame me?)so Wen su,Irfan and me went to KFC..Azri followed us take bus..same bus to his home lol.then about to order food Yi ling called irfan's phone.She said she was coming since her mum ask her to eat dinner..lol..so decided to wait for her..haha,Irfan went to play with my PSP so I listen to my hp mp3.Yi ling came and we went to ordered..or me and Yi ling..the other two busy playing PSP..rofl..joked around and much then samson keep smsing yi ling.Wen Su then call him say"dont disturb my stead,bui song,come here and fight"and samson smsed yi ling he was on his way,gosh the look on her face..so we waited for him..for an hour..he actually waited for us outside KFC...bah...Yi ling's face so stressed..then Wen Su and Irfan went home and I sent Yi ling to the bus stop coz very dark..not nice for girls to walk in the dark.Later I explained samson everthing.hopefully things are going to be ok.

SATURDAY
woke up 7 plus to get ready stuff.The 9 of us were going to MS Cheong and Mr Loh's house..haha
learnt something new from Yi ling..oranges are traded not given for fortune.anway
WE GOT LOST
baaaahhh..so on and so forth,reached to her house,a terrace and gosh was it big.cool..Learned Tai ti there and watched MI.3..also Izzat is an excellent piano player.After that went to Mr Loh's house..didnt know his and mine are very close..anway his child very cute one..haha.and he has very comfy pillows.almost fell asleep there..=X..the CI's came to his house also,herman and his gf came late,we left before he came.went to Long John Silver for lunch and took the mrt home.Yi ling remineded me i had to buy sketch book or else I forgot..bahaha..so when the rest went home,Azri,Fong Ee,Samson and Yi ling followed me go to popular.. after that went to yamaha..Azri wanted to get a guitar string..met Mr Sin and had a bloody long talk..sorry ah Fong Ee and Yi ling..made you girls wait...
went home fell asleep at the couch barhx

Today(SUNDAY)
went to a picnic..cancelled everything..tommorow will get punish confirm..nuff said..had fun..karma will do the rest...wakakaka..btw cycling and actually cramp up ur thighs...need to work out nyee..

please i beg of you,I got too much things as it is..dont ask me to do this,ask me to do that.I'ma tired person.I give,give and give.let me rest..my body its aching,tired of giving seldom fake smiles,tired of giving in to people..just plain bloody tired..
it felt so blissfull when I didnt go to school.No worries,no nothing.but everything keep chasing me.
I thought I threw my feelings of love,but its aching..it misses someone..something needs to be filled..will it be complicated if our statues from good friends to lovers..Will it be that awkward?Are we both too busy to love?or are we too clueless?but with you,I feel that the wings they've clip can make me fly again.I can be a someone.but are we just to remain as friends?is it fated?or shall I make it fate?