i wake up cold sweat 3 times in a row this week.Dreams of me dieing;getting stabbed.
i'm thankful that I didnt take that plunge 2 years ago but i have no idea where am i to go now.
when people smoke to chill,i smoke and i keep thinking all sorts of things.
When i'm in thoughts;all i feel is loneliness.
I'm scared but i keep smiling
it makes the pain less hurtful.
but I'm still scared.
someone help.
