I'm sorry
I'm sorry not tell you who i like;
I'm sorry hurting you to keep it a secret;
i'm sorry but I cant help it.
I'm a loser.
Its not like I dont have the guts to tell you those 3 words
I do.
the thing is,
you have someone else
and its awkward
I'm sorry,I really really am
today,dunno if say bitter sweet or not.got another day mc ahaha but then again,my secret was almost out.when i say secrets out I mean was told to her.She has a bf.enough said.
anyway my left eye keep falling asleep on me..it sucks.I kinda know how suhaimi feels now,I think...
k g2g bye
July 25, 2007
July 24, 2007
have to mc again
argh...my eyes still havent healed yet.This means I cant go to school tomorrow.Not sure whether to jump for joy or cry right now because boredom and responsibilities are killing me! and gosh the weather here is god damn cool..feels as if its autumn or winter maybe.Kinda cool though..
Yeah I did try to take a pic of my eyes but i couldnt get a right pic and then I lost my cable connector.No,I'm not being lazy.I did however change the layouts abit and I kinda like it though mozilla fox doesnt allow me to see alot of computer graphic -__-.and if you dont see any changes it means I'm still working on it.(arent you an early goober? yes you are)
ok I know this is kinda funny but I got another song for you all..ahaha 3 in 2 days?!yeah!enjoy k and if you feel its kinda personal you can always post a comment on my haloscan comment thingy majegy.
Goo Goo Dolls - Before its too late
I wander through fiction
To look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes
Hold on before it’s too late
Until we leave this behind
Don’t fall, just be who you are
It’s all that we need in our lives
And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would say:
A life you don’t live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real ‘til it’s gone
Hold on before it’s too late
Until we leave this behind
Don’t fall, just be who you are
It’s all that we need in our lives
So live like you mean it
And love ‘til you feel it
It’s all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real ‘til it’s gone
Hold on before it’s too late
Until we leave this behind
Don’t fall, just be who you are
It’s all that we need in our lives
Hold on before it’s too late
Until we leave this behind
Don’t fall, just be who you are
It’s all that we need in our lives
It’s all that we need in our lives
It’s all that I need in my life
Yeah I did try to take a pic of my eyes but i couldnt get a right pic and then I lost my cable connector.No,I'm not being lazy.I did however change the layouts abit and I kinda like it though mozilla fox doesnt allow me to see alot of computer graphic -__-.and if you dont see any changes it means I'm still working on it.(arent you an early goober? yes you are)
ok I know this is kinda funny but I got another song for you all..ahaha 3 in 2 days?!yeah!enjoy k and if you feel its kinda personal you can always post a comment on my haloscan comment thingy majegy.
Goo Goo Dolls - Before its too late
I wander through fiction
To look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes
Hold on before it’s too late
Until we leave this behind
Don’t fall, just be who you are
It’s all that we need in our lives
And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would say:
A life you don’t live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real ‘til it’s gone
Hold on before it’s too late
Until we leave this behind
Don’t fall, just be who you are
It’s all that we need in our lives
So live like you mean it
And love ‘til you feel it
It’s all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real ‘til it’s gone
Hold on before it’s too late
Until we leave this behind
Don’t fall, just be who you are
It’s all that we need in our lives
Hold on before it’s too late
Until we leave this behind
Don’t fall, just be who you are
It’s all that we need in our lives
It’s all that we need in our lives
It’s all that I need in my life
July 23, 2007
good as blind
he gave me two days of mc..on 2 days..2 days..but better then nothing right?but darn when i go out i have to use shades.people will think I'm showing off.no choice its either that or people screaming like hell.yeah..I admit I'm probably that lucky in the past but i'm gonna pull it through till my lady luck returns.hopefully.
please dont feel sad or pitty me.It'll only remind me that i'm at my limits.
yes my body and mind is crying for me to rest.I will but doesnt mean for ever.
right now,I just wanna recover,go back to school and back to npcc.
tc all
please dont feel sad or pitty me.It'll only remind me that i'm at my limits.
yes my body and mind is crying for me to rest.I will but doesnt mean for ever.
right now,I just wanna recover,go back to school and back to npcc.
tc all
eye sore
This seriously sucks..my eyes are totally red and swollen.I practically look like a demon with these eyes and god the sting!!Cant help crying even though I dont want to..
Gonna see the doc..maybe he can give me a week off..not sure what to do if I have a week off though and yeah I miss school even though it sucks. I also found a pretty spiffy video.Maybe someone can read between the lines ahahaha wishing tooo much.Any who,enjoy the vid?
The click 5 - Jenny
She calls me baby,
then she won't call me.
Says she adores me
and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?
She keeps her distance
and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance
and builds defenses.
Jenny, what's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.
First You say you won't,
then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on,
and we're not moving on.
I"m standing still, Jenny.
You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.
She needs her own space.
She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.
First, you say you won't,
then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on,
and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny.
You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.
It's killing me.
It's killing me.
Jenny.
First, you say you won't,
then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on,
and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny.
You got me on my knees.
Jenny.
First, you say you won't,
then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on,
and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny.
You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It's killing me.
It's killing me.
Jenny.
Gonna see the doc..maybe he can give me a week off..not sure what to do if I have a week off though and yeah I miss school even though it sucks. I also found a pretty spiffy video.Maybe someone can read between the lines ahahaha wishing tooo much.Any who,enjoy the vid?
The click 5 - Jenny
She calls me baby,
then she won't call me.
Says she adores me
and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?
She keeps her distance
and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance
and builds defenses.
Jenny, what's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.
First You say you won't,
then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on,
and we're not moving on.
I"m standing still, Jenny.
You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.
She needs her own space.
She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.
First, you say you won't,
then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on,
and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny.
You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.
It's killing me.
It's killing me.
Jenny.
First, you say you won't,
then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on,
and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny.
You got me on my knees.
Jenny.
First, you say you won't,
then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on,
and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny.
You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It's killing me.
It's killing me.
Jenny.
July 19, 2007
Signal Fire/By the way
Drowsy,sick,alone hahaha the same old same old..any who,I just thought i'd post about these two lyrics enjoy the song
Snow Patrol - Signal fire
The perfect words never crossed my mind,
'cause there was nothing in there but you,
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me,
All I wanted just span right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out,
There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this here falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety
No I wont wait forever (x2)
In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire,
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes,
There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this here falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,
There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this here falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,
No I wont wait forever
Red Hot Chilli Peppers - By the Way
Standing in line to
See the show tonight
And there's a light of
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
I'd be there waiting for
Dani's the girl is
Singing songs to me
Beneath the marquee
Overload
Steak knife
Card shark
Con job
Boot cut
Skin that flick
She's such a little DJ
To get there quick
By street but not the freeway
Turn that trick
To make a little leeway
Beat that nic
But not the way that we play
Dogtown
Blood bath
Rib cage
Soft tal
Standing in line to
See the show tonight
And there's a light on
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
I'd be there waiting for
Dani's the girl is
Singing songs to me
Beneath the marquee
Overload
Black jack
Dope dick
Pawn shop
Quick pick
Kiss that dyke
I know you want to hold one
Not on strike
But I'm about to bowl one
Bite that mic
I know you never stole one
Girls that like
A story, so I told one
Song bird
Main line
Cash back
Hard top
Standing in line to
See the show tonight
And there's a light on
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
I'd be there waiting for
Dani's the girl is
Singing songs to me
Beneath the marquee
Overload
nice right?haha yeah took load of pic these few days,I'd post them up one of these days when I'm so busy and you have to guess what happen these few days ok
oh yeah btw I found an acronym for my name
Snow Patrol - Signal fire
The perfect words never crossed my mind,
'cause there was nothing in there but you,
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me,
All I wanted just span right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out,
There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this here falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety
No I wont wait forever (x2)
In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire,
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes,
There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this here falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,
There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this here falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,
No I wont wait forever
Red Hot Chilli Peppers - By the Way
Standing in line to
See the show tonight
And there's a light of
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
I'd be there waiting for
Dani's the girl is
Singing songs to me
Beneath the marquee
Overload
Steak knife
Card shark
Con job
Boot cut
Skin that flick
She's such a little DJ
To get there quick
By street but not the freeway
Turn that trick
To make a little leeway
Beat that nic
But not the way that we play
Dogtown
Blood bath
Rib cage
Soft tal
Standing in line to
See the show tonight
And there's a light on
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
I'd be there waiting for
Dani's the girl is
Singing songs to me
Beneath the marquee
Overload
Black jack
Dope dick
Pawn shop
Quick pick
Kiss that dyke
I know you want to hold one
Not on strike
But I'm about to bowl one
Bite that mic
I know you never stole one
Girls that like
A story, so I told one
Song bird
Main line
Cash back
Hard top
Standing in line to
See the show tonight
And there's a light on
Heavy glow
By the way I tried to say
I'd be there waiting for
Dani's the girl is
Singing songs to me
Beneath the marquee
Overload
nice right?haha yeah took load of pic these few days,I'd post them up one of these days when I'm so busy and you have to guess what happen these few days ok
oh yeah btw I found an acronym for my name
| S | Smooth |
| A | Astonishing |
| B | Busy |
| R | Raw |
| I | Ideal |
July 1, 2007
Literally numb
"Have I grown weaker?Why am I here?"
Thats the only questions I ask myself whenever I go to bed,wake up or stare at the mirror.My body is practically numb.God knows why..I feel as if I got punched,beaten and bruised all over.I got sudden headaches,coughs,random scars all over my hand and I cant remember how I got it.I'm sick of faking that everything's ok.
I'm sick of being the friend that everyone needs,but nobody wants..literally,who would want a friend like me..The thought at the back of your head how lonely you are and have become..
It sickens me..but yet,I'm still here.I'm still moving.ironically still breathing..I'm coping with it but I'm not saying that I like my current situation nor I hate it all.
I just wish it could be better...its late..but I found a good blogskin.I'll update it as soon as possible also with Mr Jae's blogging essay...
oh yeah
its been 6 months I've been heartbroken and guess what I'm already over you :)
night all
Thats the only questions I ask myself whenever I go to bed,wake up or stare at the mirror.My body is practically numb.God knows why..I feel as if I got punched,beaten and bruised all over.I got sudden headaches,coughs,random scars all over my hand and I cant remember how I got it.I'm sick of faking that everything's ok.
I'm sick of being the friend that everyone needs,but nobody wants..literally,who would want a friend like me..The thought at the back of your head how lonely you are and have become..
It sickens me..but yet,I'm still here.I'm still moving.ironically still breathing..I'm coping with it but I'm not saying that I like my current situation nor I hate it all.
I just wish it could be better...its late..but I found a good blogskin.I'll update it as soon as possible also with Mr Jae's blogging essay...
oh yeah
its been 6 months I've been heartbroken and guess what I'm already over you :)
night all
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