Dear N

Telah kucuba meminta kasihmu
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Mungkin takdir yang meminta
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Bermusim kita bersama
Menyemai ikatan cinta
Tak mungkin kasihku hilang
Kukunci hati untukmu

Ku genggam kenangan indah
Simpanlah senda gurauan
Andainya kau kerinduan
Itulah jadi penanwar

Sungguh ku terharu dan pilu
Kasih kusemai kau abaikan

Putusnya ikatan cinta
Mungkin tiada jodoh kita

Menangis hati ini
Ku juga bersimpati
Hancurnya harapanku
Maafkan sayang

Kasihmu yang berubah
Aku pun tak menyangka
Itulah alasanmu, pergilah sayang

Biar rindu di kejauhan
Menemani hati yang gelisah
Semoga bertemu jua kebahagiaan

Telah kucuba meminta kasihmu
Biar menjadi ikatan abadi
Namun apa daya terlerai janji kita
Mungkin takdir yang meminta

Namun apa daya terlerai janji kita
Mungkin takdir yang menimpa

Dear N,
Hows your exams doing?

The last time I heard, you were going for your final presentation.

They say the place youre in is lovely this time year.

I'm doing well here I guess.

Some times I wonder what happened if we ever met personally.

Maybe in a parallel world, we'd be together.

Who knows?

You've always kept the faith alive.

I'll never forget that.

Kinda sucks we never get to talk.

We have nothing to talk about anymore I guess.

Hows it like there?

Have you met anyone?

Hopes he treats you well, I never could.

Trying to be the best at what I do is tiring.

And it's getting lonely trying to move up.

You'd always give me the best advice,

What would you say if I told you I wanted to give up so much?

It's getting scary.

Help me.

Because I need you more than ever now.

But the past can never return right?

Things can never be the same.

I understand that.

So I'll find a way.

Rest well N.