never ending sleep non stop tales listening misery

Mood:restless
Song :Coldplay - The Scientist

It's a Shame
I know I've been M.I.A for awhile now,just cant help it.I've become very sleepy now days and the ironic part its I cant nor subconsciously want to sleep at night which makes me rather tired in the day.Its just weird sleeping while hearing strange noises that u know arent possible to hear like a clock ticking but theirs no clock in bed room the rest are all silent and digital,hear the office chair in your room squeak as if someone is using/playing with it..Very disturbing..so yeah thats my reason for not blogging..too tired but if you really want to know whats been happening lately go to suhaimi and yiling's blog to check it out.

Its gonna be different without mr jae in Junyuan anymore.His tranfering to Singapore School of Arts.I could go on and on how much everyone will miss him and what he taught me over the years or no teacher could replace him but words are never enough when someone is going away.Seriously.


Blog hopping to a few blogs and it seems that a bit of love is in the air..haha but the thing is for who??the others lar..me??seriously who would love love me??friend love yes I'm a good friend but love love dunno hahaha..off topic haha.There are alot of things I still wanna type about alot of things and questions that are in my head but lazyness and a moody feeling cancel them off..soI think that's all for now..if I dont blog within 3 weeks take care now and I'm a good friend when in need..but my wallet is light if u know what I mean haha

ps: doesnt anyone have a extra copy of guitar heroes 2 or 3 on ps 2 or tell why the hell does my leg turns so cold as if theres no blood flowing while my body feels as if I'm running a fever??I need to know

You Caught me Off Guard

Mood:Smiling
Song listening :Boys like Girls - Hero Heroine / Coldplay - The Scientist

Nobody said it was Gonna be This HARD

Wow..hanging and goofing off with friends do cheer you up.though I wished I had my old friends with me as well.

I gotta go out more these days..all I do is sleep or play my psp.School is driving me nuts bit by bit..those who hang out with me will know.

but I cant go out much because my left knee is giving trouble to walk and I feel like limping some times.

Yes I would like some company but I dont think its the solution to all my problems.It probably help me kill time so I'll forget whats needed to be forgotten.

"When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likey turned your back on the world."

really makes you think doesnt it? night all

its killing me inside

Its killing meI'm feeling much better..I think..yet I can never sleep at night.

I'm too tired to wake,too awake to sleep

quote by Chin Siang..a real cool guy..I think that quote sums up everything..contradicts each other though..haha.

But there is something troubling me..I feel as if I'm distancing myself to the rest of the world-my friends,my family,myself.

I hate that feeling..

take care all

fight for all the wrong reasons

Mood: Better then the previous post
song listening: Nickelback : Fight for all the Wrong Reasons

I feel much better..and remember that I said I wanted to cancel everything for this past few days?allot of them did got cancel..due to some reasons..I couldnt go out to meeting today because there was a thunderstorm..my meeting tomorrow is canceled because there was a late notice of delivery work tomorrow..

I wanna find "The Pursuit of Happiness"its a wonderful story and movie..I almost teared when I saw the trailers on Cable and youtube.

other than that,I'd like you guys to view this vid and rate it!its a real well deserve amv..go see ok?