keep your head still,I'll be your thrill

Well as you all can guess,schools back open but I feel as hell for some odd reason. Doctor said the symptoms I had lately might be similar to asmathic people. Didnt want to agree with him so I got cough syrup and what nots.

Anyway school has been fun and I can say this,Afiq is a great guy to hang around with :D

anyway heres some camwhoring pictures enjoy :)

sial la kiter brutal brudda
say what?
"THE D*** WHEN WHERE?"
"ELLOOS"
Eddie: stop digging my nose,it tickles

Afiq: NEVER

she's been having a bad month,poor her :(

picture I took while walking with afiq to the mosq.awesome right?

all for now people :)

nobody knows

"Nobody Knows"

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
And oh no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythm of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

"I may not know your problems.

I may not know what your dealing with.

I may not know what's it like being in your shoes.

I may not know all the answers for all the questions you ask me.

But I do know this

I'll keep your secrets safe with me till your ready to tell the whole world.

I'll be by your side every time you need someone to tell you it'd get better one way or another

I'll try my best to bring you somewhere far away from this mess.

I'll make sure you'll smile whenever your with me

I wont care if your Malay,Chinese,Indian.Muslim,Christian,Hindu,Buddhist or Atheist

I'm not perfect,no one is but I will try my best.

I know I might be used up in the end.

I know I'll feel tired and might wonder if what I did was justible.

I know I'll never regret it.

Lean on me.

If you feel like you can depend on no one.

Depend on me."

Because everyone I know is feeling down and as if their life sucks like hell and want to end it.

To whoever is reading this.Have faith and believe.Even if its not me,find someone who will

night everyone

I'm angry

I have totally no mood to blog about the trip to KL.

I'm pissed

I'm angry

I'm disappointed

I was worried

I was speechless

but it seems that what I told you fell of deaf ears.

the odd thing is I'm not angry that you got caught or was involved in that incident

I was worried if your ok.

I dont think my concerns would ever reach you though.

I was helpless I didnt know what happened to you till an hour ago.

I feel horrible.

and why do i feel as if I'm an item for people to use not need? I dont know.

I hate the feeling.

I hate hate hate it.

nites everyone

BBQ

heyyooo! Last blog entry before I leave for KL.Buwahaha I hope you miss me bitch >:D. Anyways the bbq was tons of fun though not much turn up for the bbq and I ended up spending $100.WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO SPEND WITH WITHOUT MY EFFING MONEY. haha anyway lifes been fun.Umm ayid's friends came in and we had a laugh till dawn break which ironically I missed it. No I wasnt drunk. I was though smoking a whole pack of reds through the night with bad side effects now :(

I swear the trips I've had lately seems like wasted trips. I went to costakist to collect a cheque and guess what,it wasnt ready. Went to NTUC at TM today and there were no epok-epok.WTF.

Nevermind. I dont know,dont feel like blogging much this week haha.I'll just leave you all with photos.
Enjoy :)

Eddie: :X

Faizen:RAWR
Eddie: GEEE

Faizen:teeheee
I cant get enough of this loud mouth raawr
Kas: Study study study
Hafiz : And the cow jump OVER the moon

Afiq : OOHH

Afiq : Nah epic MH
Ayid: Do you think I'm sexy?
Eddie: hmmm..balik nak buat aper ah

Ayid:Am I touching him no?
Ayid: Beb,whacga doing?

Eddie:Posing
Hafiz: The way you shake it.I cant believe it.
Kas: So..
Eddie:Stone nampak

Kas: Tengah concentrate nak amik milo laa.Dont disturb
Afiq : And then she said "yeah right" And I was like whatever
Stole from JY's blog.Please dont kill me~

JY&LJ
JY&Myzza
Eddie&JY
JY&Preston
Eddie:Is it done yet?

Wee Chong:We just set the fire
Ayid,Myzza,Marieta& LJ
Jinhao looking cool.Worked
JY&Marieta
JY&Jamin
Jy&Ayid
Marieta:Orange juice ish good
Myzza:CAAAK

Marieta:JUUUIICCEEE
Myzza: OII dont take laa
Ayid:Who needs studies when you have a body like mine!
Eddie: Cmon show your face

Marieta: Dont want!
Preston: And thats when I flashed it
The pit master.All hail his awesome-ness
*most of the convo inside are not true.they were made up so that the readers could have a good laugh*

anyway nights all :)

maybe

I really miss my bff.

I want to tell her I'm sorry for making her feel so aweful inside.

I want to listen to her complains or what she wants to buy.

I miss the part where she says " I wanna play pool".

I still want to be there for her like I promised her almost everyday.

"I'll be cheering for you all the way at the back" I'd always say

I never want to hear you say sorry so many times

Who knew I'd make such a great impact on you

I didnt.

I admit I'm at fault.

I really do want to put our differences asside

I really want to pick up those pieces but would it be enough?

If I added you back on msn,my blog and facebook would we be acting like nothing happened?

Should I call or text?

maybe talk on msn?

I really dont want to lose a friend like you

seriously I dont.

I'm really really speechless right now

I need some rest I suppose,stupid fever.

nights everyone

unwell

"Hearing voices telling me

That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be "

My fever is running bad.I cant hear anything.

My head is drowsy.Im sweating like mad.I cant smell I cant taste.

My coughing makes me taste nothing but blood.I hate this feeling.

I need a break,from everything before its too late.I need to stop everything.urgh

ps.if I whispered your name,would you notice that I'm gone?

falling slowly

TEST ARE EFFINGLY OVER!god I had to let that out.Holidays are here woohooo! god I have nothing on from now till 14 so wont anyone drag me out :(? afiq! kas! biler mau gi jamming hah? I wanna sing again man :D let it rain buwahahaha.Anyway heres a song from the movie "Once" called falling slowly by glen hansard.Awesome song enjoy yeah?

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

p.s. somewhere between all our laughs,long talks,stupid little fights and all our jokes,I fell in love..

eh random blog

Cant sleep.blog hopping.found effing sweet song from suhaimi's blog.its called like a knife by secondhand serenade.probs to suhaimi.

I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.

Cause today, you walked out of my life
(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life

night,morning whatever you call it

see ya tmr or whenever I blog