October 19, 2013

Heart ache

Im confused and lost.

I feel shitty.
All I want to do is roam the streets.
My fear of sleep is coming back.
Im running away from my problems.
Im admitting that.
Thats the first step.
Tomorrow will be a new day.

Im sorry I made you scared and insecure.
Im the worst guy to be with.
Im working on that too.
Im so afraid of losing you that im willing to step out of my boundaries.
Im sorry.

Im still contemplating my plans to study abroad. I have no idea whats in store of me.

Im just scared.
But I shall face it.

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