Hello. What a mess ive created.
My health is like the weather.
It comes and goes.
My thoughts are a mess.
My esteem in the gutter.
The facade im putting through is wearing thin.
I dont think theres any requirement for this anymore.
These days im genuinely happy.
The other days im wondering why I made such promises when im happy.
Ive learnt guilt and regret are completely different though the former holds a heavier burden.
I wonder if anyone ever reads this anymore.