it should be

tdy is the eve of my bdae.I should be happy that I'm turning 17.but no.I'm nt coz of the recent events.Dont worry I'll just start with the good part

Saturday,Abang Aim invited me to play tennis with him and his friend.since i never played tennis and it has been a long time since i hang out with him so i accepted his offer.He picked me up at 11 and I made a new friend.His name is Muhammad and his from france.Woah.Very religeous fellow i tell you.While in the car he told me bunch of stuff from his trips around the world,his home in france the traffic and cars in Germany.They have phones in their freaking cars and they have no speed limit.how awesome is that?!Went to changi something club and played tennis.Since it was freaking hot I took off my polo T leaving a singlet on.At the end of the game when we took a deep at the pool ,which was awesome coz no one was there,I had a tan D: and with the singlet thingy marking oh noes.Went back after that coz i was super uber tired D:

Worked yesterday and then today.I missed the eclipse coz of work.I havta work tmr.I feel freaking tired.

your not making it better for me.
I tried to be there for you.
I tried to make u smile at every chance.
You didnt see my love and effort.
You hurt me even if you didnt know it
I know its nt my provocative to tell you what to do.
but you've been like my best friend all this while.
People dont see what I see in you.
I'm giving up on both of you.
I dont have the will to carry one
love can only push me so far for you
I knew i could take what wasnt mine
your heart belonged to someone else along time ago.
Be it that I'm the rebound guy
I was there for you
You still didnt see it.
I'm giving up on you

respected colour code.go figure what means what

nites everyone

I'm sorry

I'm soo sorry guys.I tried to vlog but it just didnt upload..waited for 2 hours still no uploaded video.so yeah.Anyways heres an update with life.The neighbours's downstairs had a lil baby and gosh the lil baby looked soo cute.Last monday, kak mariam had gave birth too a heathly lil baby.Gosh she was adorable =).anyways,recently keep hanging out fadhly,joelle and farah when I'm nt working.Its fun hanging out with them,I get to talk alot then I normally do which i dont as u can see in my posts....yeah.*cough*.The sad thing is none of them knows how to play pool D:

anyways heres the song of the week
James Morrison feat Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings


Let me hold youFor the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you

It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up

I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything

That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save

It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough

To make it all okay
You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything

That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurtsAnd lies worse
I can’t like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before
But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurtsAnd lies worse
I can’t like it anymore

And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last change to feel again

nt in the mood

I'm nt in the mood for any blardy yappin so I'm leaving you all with another video for the weekend
enjoy...

Peterpan - Ku Katakan Dengan Indah

Music Video of the week
Peterpan - Ku Katakan Dengan Indah




Ku Katakan Dengan Indah

Ku katakan indah dengan terbuka hatiku hampa
Sepertinya luka menghampirinya
Kau beri rasa yang berbeda mungkin ku salah...
Mengartikannya yang ku rasa cinta

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

Membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan yang t'lah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhirikau

buatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagikau uatku
merasakan yang tak terjadi

Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku tak tertahan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi

Kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
Oooo...ooo...ooo...ooo...melihatmu

translation
I'm saying it beautifully
I'm saying it beautifully, honestly, that my heart is empty
It is as if wound is approaching it
You give me a different feeling, maybe I'm wrong
To recognize it. What I feel is love

But my heart always glorify/elevate you
Excessively elevating you, always

You broke my heart, breaks it again
You broke my heart to look at you
You light up my soul, dim it again
You broke my heart to look at you

But my heart always glorify/elevate you
Excessively elevating you, always

Making me fall down and fall down again
Making me feel things that is not happening
All the best and that have passed
All that stop without me ending it

You make me fall down and fall down again
You make me feel things that is not happening
All the best and that have passed
All that stop without me ending it

But my heart always glorify/elevate you
Excessively elevating you, always

You broke my heart, I can't hold on any longer
You broke my heart to look at you
You light up my soul, dim it again
You broke my heart to look at you

You broke my heart, broke it all over again
You broke my heart looking at you
You light up my soul, dim it again
You broke my heart to look at you

You broke my heart, broke it all over again
You broke my heart looking at you

You broke my heart, broke it all over again
You broke my heart, broke it all over again

You broke my heart looking at you
o.... looking at you

rants

5 FACTS YOU NEED TO KNOW BOUT SABRI

no1. I follow it on the " 1st come 1st serve" which means when usually some one asks me out and then theres a second I'll just say no to the second.It also goes with buying gifts.So if you see me spoiling someone to death,thats the reason right there.

no2. 60% of people I meet think I'm in my 18 to 20's.Its pathetic yet awesome.

no3. I dont go out often.Seriously.You have to drag me out of the house or give me a wake up call.

no4. My family and close friends call me Bee/Abi.I know its what u call ur darling.screw you.

no5. I care what people think.Very sad eh?

alot of reasons to explain

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!



i suppose i have tons of explaining to do eh?well I'll explain everything in this post.so there.

I HAVE NO LIFE.NO LIFE=NOTHING T0 BLOG.



haha well 60% of it is true.Is that I do all day:sleep ,eat, grow fat like a gorrila,work.repeat.

I'm serious other then the occasional going out to play pool/billiard with stepharina and my bro.Sadly recently I didnt have a chance to go out to play pool so pleaaasse someone drag me out of my house so i can play pool D:



I was stressed recently eventhough i hide it, joelle,fadhly and farah somehow saw through my farcade..pffts smartasses :D

So they dragged me out(thats the way u should get me out of the house) and we went to centurary square to watch YES MAN.blardy awesome yeah.We went to food something..I cant remember the name.

bla bla and bla went to the pasar malam infront of century square."Taught" Fadhly how to hanggle and he gots a cheaper watch.



Yesterday I was freaking bored so I asked joelle if I could hang with her till 6 plus plus.She said O.K so I went to pick her up after work.Its nothing seriously dont get the wrong impression.anyway after we had ice cream we went to expo to see her cousin.While we/she was waiting for her cousin to end her shift,everything I kept bottled up,the reasons that I kept on running.I think I feel the exhaustion only now.Its like re-using ur fuel over and over again even if its dirty or what not.Until when your finally let go,you got nothing else to run on and you stall.

well yeah.



Nicotine level risen up drastically so I've been trying to cut down.See I'mma good boy :D.

Work has also piled up on me.Sucks that I took 1 week off to paint my room,now I cant rest :(

lol.I can go on I hope.Anyway thats all for now then

much love everyone =)



p.s. Nana if your reading this ur freakin xmas pressent is getting cloudy/less shiney*hint hint*

*FTW A PART OF MY PAINTED WALL!!i look like a retard =S*

alot of reasons to explain

your smile

"I can never be your man for some reason.I dont know why.whenever I'm around you,all my problems seems to go away.
I wanna make u smile
I want to be there to stop your tears
I want to be the guy who takes youe breathe away
but i cant
You cherished his love,his kiss,his touch and all in between
How could I ever match up to that
I'm just your fat friend
nothing else,
neither lover nor brother
I'm just the fat friend.
But your smile I'll always keep in my mind coz i have never seen ur lips smile such away"