And she shot me down

Mood : empty
Song : Nancy Sinatra - Bang Bang ! my baby shot me down"Do you remember when you were 5 and I was 6?
We would always play horses made out of sticks
The colours we wore,black and white
Can you remember the day I fought for you that night?
Remembered that church bells rang while the music played our favourite song?
Didnt you read the letter i left you in the old black jacket?
BANG BANG
Why did you have to shoot me down?"
Adapted from Nancy Sintra - Bang Bang,my darling shot me down
by sabri


I feel tired.weak.scared.confused.yearning for something.
so many thoughts running through my mind..responsibilities,friends,family my future,my heart.
School is near..so is O level.I wanna carry on working but its taking a toll on myself.I love NPCC but its taking up so many things.I'm not sure but I think someone likes me.ARGH!?Since when a bloody loser like me have someone liking me..cupid is playing a bad 5-year old joke.
Might doing a poetry on lady death.haha see if i got mood to type la..tmr is new year's eve!countdown ok?
tc all

and a merry christmas to all

mode : one of those nights u wanna stare at the ceiling thinking
song : aerosmith - I dont wanna miss a thing

ITS CHRISTMAS

so to all who are celebrating,I wish you a very merry Christmas .
i'm sorry but I'm not in a christmas mood.Reminiscing about old times with Chin Siang and got me thinking"Will my heart feel the same way to another like I did when I fell in love for the 1st time?"and then something came to my thoughts " What if I were too obsessed like I were a year ago?Woundnt I be abandoning my friends?"got me in quite a puzzle.So I decided to come what may and think before I act.

I want to work on dedication and commitment next year.Suhaimi told me its what I put my mind into will work for me but how much I practice it seems that it'd put me down.Lack of self-confidence?over-confident?or pressure?

I'll work it out one way.
I'm really sorry if its not long like usual..I got so much to say but so little to express with.I might be spouting nonsense.But I tell you something though.

I'm not giving up.not now not this far.I'll find away.
school's opening soon,you all take care now =)

my true love

mood: seen worst days

song : Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

I'll Never Let You Fall,I'll be the First One To Catch your Tears I'll know you'll never love me the way I've loved you
but I wanna be one you can turn to,
pouring out the sorrows,
making you laugh when you dont want to
telling you that life's a bitch
Helping you decide weather he's the right one for you
I want to be the one whole you turn to when you need a shoulder to cry on
I want to be your guardian angel
~by sabri

How can I say this in a simple term...yesterday while I was in training,my muscle totally froze and moving too much propably cause my ligaments in the thigh to tear..so basically..I'm crippled.

today however, I managed to limp all the way to the bus stop and downtown east to study with Aryani.apparently she has an over protective boyfriend..haha which guy isnt protective of their girl?Anyway had lunch at bk and bought some stuff to help me recover fast..proteins and stuff...

I'll tell you this though..limping one place to another is a bitch..darnit..Steph,who I miss chatting to badly,told me to get a wheelchair..so after much consideration I decided to use the office chair in my room as a wheelchair,Steph was right it is major fun to use.Haha..

I got to go now..very drowsy for once..take care now

To (my) Love

mood : a hmmm and a humm
song : Matchbox romance - tiger lily

To my Love

I round the original one in suhaimi's blog so just visit him and you'll find it.Dont ask,I just feel like editing it and posting it up here.enjoy

to my love

To my love,
May we stay away from it when it's nothing good to us....

To my love,
May we stay away from it when it hurts

To my love,
May we stay away from it whenever possible?

To my love,
Can I be there for you whenever you need me?

To my love,
Can you be there for me whenever I need you?

To my love,
can I smile at you saying it'd be alright even though I know the worst is yet to come

To my love,
will you smile at me saying it'd be alright even though you know the worst is yet to come?

To my love,
these questions about you never ends

To my love,
I wonder if you have the same questions about me to

To my love,
I'll gave you 11 real roses and 1fake one and ask if will you love me till the last one dies?

and
To love,
May we stay away from it when it's nothing good to us....