been so long

Hey guys..sorry bout not blogging these days..been so busy..NPCC,meeting,work and if you didn't notice,reconstructing the blogskin.. no I didnt do it..the original piece is from this guy the dude is an awesome artist so are his friends..stop by and check sometime.. I do..

Anyway with alot of things happening, I cant remember or tooo tired to blog a thing..I just got back from work and I dont know why I'm still up..my ankles are puffing up..darn..the reason I'm not going back to work[theres 2 events today] is because the boss said I over worked myself and she's scared I faint..>_<".

I suppose I owe some updates..

K..I went to shooting competition with Gabriel last Sunday and we manage to enter to semi finals but got knocked out..but it was a good experience..One of the coaches said we could be like the rest[ out of 10 teams,8 are professional shooters..guess who were the other teams -_-].

on Weds and Thurs, went to PK course which made a lot of people fall asleep..couldnt thought the girls behind my seat were f 'cking noisy..I wont say which school though..yeah..Mr. Loh gave us "new licenses"[if you play FF12 you'll understand] to wear our uni.

Just now,woke up about 8 to leave to Pasir Ris...God.. the people there can give you a back ache..never mind,atleast I made some money for myself..then came back about 5 but lay around till 6 or 7 cant remember and did this blogskin..would be nice if someone commented on it =).
k thats all..i need rest..I still havent done my 7 assignments..crude...nevermind..bye all

frustion[let the good times show]

hey guys..so many things to update u all..mostly sad crap so here we go.

The most fuctrated thing is that the "PEOPLE"didnt take my name in for NDP and I already canceled all my saturday plans..yeah thats fucked.I'm out of commision for 2 weeks so its gonna be hard for me to spend and buy stuff for a friends bdae this sat..which reminds me..I got SPEEDSHOOT!holy crap...i dunno la..haiz..my mid years finish except for my art..I have no idea what to do about it..been a pain in my ass literally..haiz..

I know the grass is not greener on the other side but I wish I could be that guy all the girls love,the guys envy and the teachers adore...In real life i'm a loser..with a beer gut..Screw that.I seriously need to get a life..I hate my condition now.My old Friends forgot bout me.I easily get so angry.Not sure whats actually going on but i'm keeping my promise to myself.I'll never give up for my tommorow.I want to have fun,I want to discover whats it like having a relationship.haha thats all I suppose good luck for all ya results