Pirates Of The carribeans:at Worlds End

woke up on Sunday at 7 am coz needed to meet,Ariyani,Syahrin and Natasha.Yani's dad sent us to Vivo City,to meet Mr Jae.He booked us tickets to see Pirates for Project $10..really akward to see Mr Jae not in his trainers,shorts and polo T.Yani told us he looked hot..-__-..

While waiting for the movie to come there was this transformers trailer and god damn it was awesome.but this is what I heard from a little girl.."I'm not gonna watch transformers..It stupid."trust me..if anyone born between my fathers time to mine..most of you guys know hiw awesome transformers are..Kids these days..they scare me..

Anywho the starting of the movie was awesome though I wished they could speak clearer from some parts.Excelent fight and sword scences.They also put "I'll dig out my heart for what I want"a new meaning..literally.Overall good performance..Just remember to watch part 2 before watching this..Helps alot.A phrase I remembered was
"They will see us free men by the sweats from of brows,the strength from our own backs and the song that we shall sing"Seriously,I wonderful phrase.

After that we went the Banquet. Had a good lunch than go to Pacific.While walking Yani and Natasha disapeared.I told Mr Jae that we'd probably meet them at Pacific.Mr Jae said to see what we like than he paid for us..this was a Convo between me and Syahrin.

Syahrin: I'm like a virgin in the place
Sabri : Dont Worry,your not the only one..

seriously,I have never ever ever once been to been to a cafe' before.instead of small,medium and large they have short,tall and grande..HF?Than Yani and Tasha came back with Mr Jae's gift..good its so small..whats with girls and small things..when its big they complain..I dont get it.

Anyway We all had a good chat about relationships,careers and knowing each other more.

Yani and syahrin had to go so left with me and Natasha..Than she felt uncomfortable so she aske me to accompany her to tampines..It was getting late anyway so we bid Mr Jae good bye as he went to OCBC..haha

theses days,my bodys getting worst though I dont show it.There would always be sudden pains in my heart..I not sure if I can carry on my lifestyle..seriously need to get medical check up..haiz but cant..Mom these days keep nagging for no reasons.Asking and argueing on stupid matter.why must go to camp all that stuff..getting..K la rather long so thats all for now =)

They will see us free men by the sweats from of brows,the strength from our own backs and the song that we shall sing

Coughing like hell now,I have no idea how I caught it but I just did...Today's weather made me very sleepy..even woke up at 10...thats a first..usually I'd wake up by 8 latest..newayz left the house at 12.30 because a few of us,shao hui,azri,ms hidayah and me wanted to go to beach road to check out some Npcc stuff.The ride was pretty long though and I didnt know the mrt was really deep..

Beach Road was pretty cool,bargain here and there,and got a few stuff for myself.Than after that Ms Hidayah so kind blanjah us makan..than I,Shao and azri went back earlier coz her fiance came..dont disturb her la..so I went and tapau mutton chop with my own money which ironically tasted like beef coz its hard and dark.nvm.In the mrt train,the three of us talked about guns,music,suicide by mrts..yeah...still thinking bout that one...scary image..

Arrived home kinda tired but I didnt want to sleep so I took a shower and just layed on the couch...

Pretty worned out...seriously.I want to push myself to my limits but I always fail..I know I can do better,but why do I "fail"?does this mean I'm at my limit?Touch wood..I just need something to push me to my edge..I cant wait though..alot of things need to be done..I dont know what I'm doing these days..I always get wounded no matter what to outcome..got to do something bout that.

I realise something,why do I always fall ofr girls I know I have no hope with..I dont get it?
She's out of my leaugue..seriously.I mean she gots tons of admirers and her ex bf is way more dedicated to her.I dont know if she'd like the gift I bought for her..Nevermind..I got school tommorow,so its so long and good night guys good luck for ur exams results

i hate it

hey guys!double post today just felt like it.today was my final paper,finnally.After that went home for awhile to change and went to 1st day of achery..I didnt do quite good as i expected..2 8s and 2 7s..which is very poor.Lifes somehow getting boring.Same old thing,same old crap just a different day.I watched Spider-man3 few weeks ago,but rather tired when I blogged so I couldnt remember it.To me the parts that included the sandman rocked and I wished there were more first fights among venom and spidey.That would set it off the roof!newayz a great movie overall but can do better.

The other day,on a sunday,I happened to be flipping on the tv and power rangers was on..God you cant believe the moves the new rangers have..seriously..too fake.Luckily for me,it was a crossover of two seasons..if you watch one you'd undersand,newayz Dino thunder kicked ass even without their powers.Thats how they rocked..than it struck to me as the story reach the ending whereby the 3 characters are brainwashed to they cant remember what happened coz supposedly u cant know whats in the future.What if that happened to any of us.Wouldnt that suck?I hate it when i think like that.

I also hate it when my emotions go too far.My friends say I have low eq coz I cant express myself.But I dont want to.I hate it.Just lieing how your feeling and do what ur suppose to do is what one should be doing..I shouldnt get attached to any girl right now.I seriously dont want both parties to be hurt.I hate it when that happens.

I'm going to beach road with a few guys to settles some npcc stuff and maybe get a present.Depends.Its getting late so night all and sweet dreams

Why?

why is it whenever you smile my knees get weak?
why is it that whenever ur sad that I want to cheer u up?
why is it that I'm starting to hate that smile of yours?
Why does it makes me feel so fuzzy yet so hurt?
why do you remind me of the girl i loved?
Why do I get so angry when people bullies you?
Why do I keep hoping that I'll be your hero and u be my princess?
Why cant I tell myself that I'm a friend to you?
why cant I tell myself that I dont have a chance againt those thousands who chase you?
why cant I focus anymore?
why do I suddenly want to do better than ever?
why cant u stop being nice to me?
why cant you just return to him and forget bout me?
why does it has to be so hard?
why is it I cant say no to you?
Does this means I've fallen for you?
cant be...
this shouldnt be...
this can never be...

frustion[let the good times show]

hey guys..so many things to update u all..mostly sad crap so here we go.

The most fuctrated thing is that the "PEOPLE"didnt take my name in for NDP and I already canceled all my saturday plans..yeah thats fucked.I'm out of commision for 2 weeks so its gonna be hard for me to spend and buy stuff for a friends bdae this sat..which reminds me..I got SPEEDSHOOT!holy crap...i dunno la..haiz..my mid years finish except for my art..I have no idea what to do about it..been a pain in my ass literally..haiz..

I know the grass is not greener on the other side but I wish I could be that guy all the girls love,the guys envy and the teachers adore...In real life i'm a loser..with a beer gut..Screw that.I seriously need to get a life..I hate my condition now.My old Friends forgot bout me.I easily get so angry.Not sure whats actually going on but i'm keeping my promise to myself.I'll never give up for my tommorow.I want to have fun,I want to discover whats it like having a relationship.haha thats all I suppose good luck for all ya results